So for the record, people are coming over to my place tonight to watch fireworks and hang and plans have only been made yeterday. people better turn up tonight.

I've just found out what gutter means.

I haven't spoken to Dakota in like 14 hours. where is he. come online baby!

And i realized that i haven't been for ANY concerts this year. NOT Gwen's, MCR, Good Charlotte, Black Eyed Peas. NOT ANY OF EM.

I've finished writing Kate's christmas card and its full of colours...

I'm very satisfied with the way i've lived this year. I've accomplished going overseas more than 5 times this year. and i'm pretty thankful for that.

I'm pretty happy i didn't miss camp.

Shem Daniel has come back from the aussie and is here for good again. thank goodness.

i still haven't eaten lunch yet.

AND LASTLY, I'M HAVING A NEW BLOGSKIN FOR THE YEAR 2008! YAY.

This will be my last post of the year.

goodbye year 2007.

Happy New Year everyone! (;

There you go =). picture of the best friends for life. here's to end the year. LOVE YOU MEL!

Second last post of the year.

Tik Lik use to go to SIBKL. didn't know that. =)

Mel has updated her dead blog. which is now alive again.

Kate has changed her blog address and has taught us all how to eat Blinkey somethings bings..

Read Mel's blog and apparently Nicole fell asleep during Heart Break Kid. TOLD YA IT WAS BAD!.

Wei Jun has to bring me out for dinner one day. haven't asked him yet but i'm sure he'll take me (;

I haven't finished writing my cards for my lovely best friends. Decorations for Kate's are done though.

I like my christmas presents.

I have to clean my room before New Year's day.

Its time to bring out the calendars of 2008.

Apparently you kiss someone when clock strikes 12am on new year's day.

More pictures from yesterday's outing.

Swear i had the best time of my lives during VS camp. (; I've done so many things i've not done before and they are things i'm proud of doing. I've managed to stay up for 36 hours without any sleep and that wasn't easy.

So about VS camp. I was in DAVY JONES honey!!!. its like the best group ever!. i was the holder of the keys for one apartment. i loved it x)
Nick Tan - Hero of our team!
Charissa - Heroine of our team!
Mel - lol. honey thank goodness you didn't die or kill anyone by the third 4th day.

Anyways, i was bunking with Tze Quan, Hannah and this girl Kelly. Gosh. Tze and i talked so much! like we had so much in common and i'm wondering how come i've never spoken to her like that before. I think camp brought me closer to so many people and i met a lot of people too. I mean i loved every moment i was there! right down to the bus ride home.


The cross encounter was pretty amazing actually. I'll admit i'm not one who dares to watch video clips or pictures of Jesus dying on the cross. i can't stand to see the blood. the pain he had to go through but i truly am very thankful for it. When everyone turned towards the cross, i heard people crying. crying so hard. and i couldn't even shed a tear. even my tearing eye was dry!. i was thinking of Jesus the whole time and i couldn't cry. i didn't know why. and i was just kneeling down there for a while. trying to cry. i thought of everything!. all the heartbreaks. everything! but nothing! no tears. And finally, i thought about My Mother. my mummy. How she's done so much for me. How she sacrifices stuff for me. How she's looked after me. How she's taught me all these homeschooling years. And after that, i couldn't stop crying. Well, when i did. God spoke through someone else to me. said the most amazing words one could hear at such a moment. "Just let it go. God has forgiven you." and memories flashed right there and then. everything was moving so fast. like when in movies, someone gets a flashback. i had pictures passing by in my head. everything was just WOW. it was truly amazing. first time i've seen so many guys cry.


I spent christmas in Singapore with the lights, food and SHOPPING!. and SALE. it was superb!! i loved it. and Sentosa's Songs Of The Sea show was sold out on christmas day. I guess its a nice country to have the last holiday in the year 2007. especially if you're spending christmas there. and what more, orchard road was PACKED with THOUSANDS of people spraying foam all around. you know those spray can thingies? God shielded my parents and i with transparent shielding so we didn't get hit not ONCE!. it was fun though. just walking pass like packed sardines trying to get from one side of the road to the other. =) I like to thank all my friends who sent me those Merry Christmas texts and i would have replied. except i didn't want to pay roaming charges.



Then yesterday, first time i've been out with so many people. it was a lot. don't make me count em x) we bumped into quite a number of people as well. We watched the second suckiest show of the year 2007. ' Heart Break Kid.' Number one suckiest show would be 'Across The Universe.'
HeartBreakKid was seriously boring that i actually walked out of this one for a while. mmm just don't go watch it.


After that, i got a text message from jun saying he's coming over to hang. Mel was still at my place. When they arrived, we played cards! fascinating game i tell you. Swear i wanted to sit in his cooper but i knew its no point asking my mum if i could go. its definite she doesn't want me to go. sad.


Anyways, Congratulations to those who got straight A's for PMR. sadly i think the standards for the exams have dropped so much that everyone's getting sraight A's. its quite scary.


Anywho, Here are the pictures of some of us who camwhored yesterday in 1u.

OH HEY!. for those of you who want to see some pictures of Australia, go check out my deviantart. http://angelheartzyou.deviantart.com/ i have yet to upload more pictures into it as i've been really busy. but i've come to like photography especially thanks to SLR cameras.

enjoy =)

List out the top 5 presents you wish for:

1. Fly him to Malaysia.
2. A new phone.
3. A new computer.
4. An Ipod.
5. A kiss under a mistletoe.

The person who tagged you is:
Lynette.

Your 5 impressions of him/her:
1. Small. *tis true.
2. Cute.
3. Loves me. x)
4. Wants a belly button ring for God knows what reason.
5. FREAKING SMART.

Most memorable things he/she has give/done to you:
Be a friend to me eventhough i'm a true pain x).

If he/she becomes my lover, you will:
scream and run for my dear life.

If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
because God said so.

Pass the quiz to the people that you wish to know how they feel about you.

1. Kate.
2. Waverly.
3. Connie.
4. Philip.
5. Marcia.
6. Nikkil.
7. Yi Lyn.

i'm back =)
and my inner clock is officially screwed. i wake up at 8.30am and sleep at 12 something 1am. least its not normal for me. and today i woke up at 6.30 and fell asleep again.

Anyways, Australia was good!. it was cold and amazing. got lots of clothes. things. And took lots of pictures where i will post up on My DeviantArt account. which i will tell you about soon. when i actually get it up.

think i'm getting writers block again.

or maybe not. Christmas is coming and i haven't exactly gone out to buy presents. nor made anything except something for kate but i'm suppose to finish the rest. and Kate was telling me that Christmas this year is coming really slowly and i'm like no way! i have this many days to finish the presents. And there's Nst's camp. Then again, i actually want it to pass slowly. i mean i don't feel like studying. i've been doing it for the pass 9 years.

Gosh now Kate says its not Christmas DAY but the mood. AND now i agree with her. People in Australia started getting things ready when i first got there. And that was on the 14th of Nov.

Other than that, guess i've been really happy.

So i'm off to the Blue Mountains tomorrow. I wonder if the Blue Mountain Art is actually from there cause i actually love their work. From cards and books to lovely writings. Amazing (:

I've been having the weirdest dreams in my life. Like it's so weird its actually pretty funny.

oh bummer. dad wants me to sleep. will write soon =)

My holiday's been really really good. ups and downs i suppose. Sometimes i feel like jabbing myself with a knife when i'm in the car and my parents are fighting. And there are times when i'm having so much fun i just want everything to stay that way for at least a while. I've been eating really little these two weeks and waking up at 6am Malaysian time which is a huge deal for me as i don't do it so often. correction. i don't do it at all! inner clock is now officially screwed.

hmmm. love. love. love.
Quotes " You know that feeling you get when you adore someone very much? well i've been feeling that ever since i met you. " blew my minds off.

i miss him.

Happy Birthday to my dear friend Waverly (:

She's just turned 14 and i'm already turning 15 sooner than i can think. She's the reason why i have so many friends now =) She brought me to SIBKL's youth service and i still remember walking in there and we were just 11. AMAZING huh (; Well, she's in the states right now and i miss her so much! but i have one thing to say...
That i doubt i'll be where i am right now if it weren't for you. (: So once again, Happy Birthday. And one day, i'll fly over there and give you the biggest HUG in the world. much loves <3

I've gotten tagged again (:

Name 5 guys.

a) how old are they?
b) where are they currently?
c) how long have you known them?

1. Joshua. / 14. / Malaysia. / 8years.
2. HIM. / 17. / New Hampshire. / since 31st August 2007.
3. Nikkil. / 16. / Malaysia. / like a year i think.
4. Shem. / 22. / Perth. / 3years.
5. Wei Jun. / 18. / Perth. / a year a two i think.

Would You Rather...

Party With 1(Joshua) or 5(Jun.)?
Jun.

Marry 2(him.) or 4(Shem.)?
him if it were even possible.

Kill 3(Nikkil.) or 5(Jun.)?
weird question.

Date 1(Joshua) or 2(him.)?
him. him. forever him.

Make Out with 1(Joshua.) or 3(Nikkil)?
i don't want to even think about it!

Cuddle With 2(him.) or 5(Jun.)?
him. him. forever him.

Have Kids With 3(Nikkil.) or 4(Shem.)?
another weird question.

Live With 1(Joshua.) or 3(Nikkil.)?
Joshua.

Be Stuck on an Island with 2(him) or 5(Jun.)?
not OR. AND!. stuck on an island with him AND Jun. ;D

Trade Lives with 3(Nikkil.) or 4(Shem.)?
ummmmmmnahhhh...

Wake Up Next To 1(Joshua.) or 5(Jun.)?
REALLY?

Completely Disown 2(him.) or 4(Shem.)?
the questions are getting weirder and weirder...

A Few More Questions..
Sammy: right...sure.

Has 3(Nikkil.) ever hurt you?
Thank goodness he hasn't.

Have you ever hurt 4(Shem.)?
would think so.

Who's the funniest?
Joshua. =)

Can you beat up 5(Jun.)?
i don't think i want to try.

When is the last time you saw 2(him.)?
ummmmm....

Who's the smartest?
Shem. definitely Shem. HAS to be Shem.

How long have you known 5?
thought i already said it?

What would you do if 1(Joshua) and 2(him.) started
started what? started what? WHAT!?


Who is 3(Nikkil.) dating/crushing on?
wouldn't miss the oppurtunity to post his crush.... that would be ME =D

Does 2(him.) smell good?
don't know.

Who will you still be talking to in 15 years?
gosh. allofem i hope.

Which in your top 5 is the nicest?
number two. not that they're all that nice. he's just the nicest x)


who has the better...
Sammy: i thought they said a few more questions.

[smile] - i think josh's smile's cute.

[body] - i don't know.

[face] - i don't know.

[attitude] - Nikkil.

[voice] - i don't know.

[clothes] - i don't know.

I tag:
1. Connie.
2. Roxie. (i hope you do this honey.)
3. Lynette.

4. Waverly.

5. Kate.

My trip was fantabulous!! i went shopping and brought the whole of Bangkok home. okay not really but you get the picture. I loved the food there. and i somewhat witnessed people celebrating Thaipusam there. They blocked off the whole road and there were thousands and thousands of people watching the performances which i must say, isn't fun to watch at all. I, myself, was too scared to see. All i did was hold my mum's hands so tight so that crazy people there don't take me away or something. I was too short to see anything anyways. But i think my dad said he saw people walking on hot coal. AND there was this guy who was hypnotized and such and the next day, when the papers came out, there was this guy on this throne thing which i saw but didn't see the guy. Well the guy had like a stick through his cheeks and i was like OMG THANK GOD I DIDN'T SEE THAT!. well at least i know that religion's pretty huge there.

And in Singapore, the whole halloween set up for the Night Safari and The Escape Park was just fantabulous as well! The people who worked at the Night Safari dressing as corspe, mummies and plain black skeletons. IT WAS SO MUCH FUN!. On the day i went to the Zoo and the Night Safari, i was actually down with sort of a sore throat and flu. But i wanted to go for it so badly, my illness didn't matter. The whole day dedicated to walking around and seeing animals. First up was the Zoo then wait til the Zoo closes and for the Night Safari to open and boy was i so tired at the end.. Next day, at night, we went to The Escape Park with my mum's cousin and her daughter who's 5 and we went go carting! There was a Basic course where the car could seat two people so i drove on my own once and i drove my second cousin the 2nd and 3rd time. Then i decided to line up for the advance one where you're practically driving with teenagers and we teenagers don't drive slowly.. I had it under control though!. all the fun i had. i miss it.

So i guess overall i've been okayy.. Stuff happened that i want to put behind me. but i doubt i can ever. I've been as usual reading lots and lots of books. Finished another one just now and going to Mel's tomorrow and get more books. YAY ME! Anyways, it's the 1st of November and you know what, like it or not, i'm gonna pay more attention to my blog. Cause i've been reading and doing so many other things that i almost forget about writing on it every few days. But from now on, it's gonna be frequently updated with whatever i can lay down.

And oh Abbie! i love Caption IT too! <3

So there you have it (:

Anywho, this is a little something i got from a book.

Megan Meade's Guide to the McGowan Boys. - Kate Brian.

Entry Thirteen.

Obervation#1

Megan Meade : This may not be news, but i'm starting to think it's one of the best things about them.

homesweethome.

Ending the month of october reading Gossip Girl and thinking about how i'm gonna be dreading my next plane trip. yahoo

thinking of what colours to paint my nails next.

you know what. i felt like fainting right just now. i've had one thing upon my mind for the pass three days! and its not exactly the best thing to think about but its been bothering me and i can't do nothing about it. sweet isn't it? anyhoo, yeahh so i was in Changi airport feeling so tired i felt like fainting. i might be coming down with a sore throat but PLEASE!. i pray that doesn't happen. i swear the last thing i want is to get sick. oh god.. i just need rest.

i'm thinking of doing something crazy on sunday night. should i... or shouldn't i...

I'm here and i'm alive!. woohoo!.

my mum and dad bought two pairs of shades for me today (: and i'm off again tomorrow for shopping under the hot hot sun. bummer eh?

Sweet. i'm off to Thailand again on the 20th of October and i'll be back exactly a week after (; to the land of prostitutes and great food i shall be. i can't wait!

Anywho, i went to the PAVILLION today and its a place i'll never go back again in a long time. why? because its a place for the rich and only the rich. i'm sorry but its true. and when i do go back there, i'll have enough cash to appreciate walking in that mall. That mall reminds me of being in Singapore all over again.

So i've been reading...and reading... and OH! i need new shoes. my favourite pair of sketchers are dead. my second pair of sketchers are dying and those two pairs of shoes have been with me since.. the year 2004. Did i ever mention how i lost a sole of my favourite sketcher shoe in Australia? it came out before but i kept glueing it back and one day when i was walking in Australia, something felt different and i looked down, and it was GONE. so i traced back my steps but i never found it back and i love that pair of shoe so much that until now i still haven't thrown it away. And and i went to Australia beginning of this year. tragic.

Anyways, last friday was my dear friend Wei Jun's birthday and a bunch of us threw a surprise dinner party for him in this incredibly wonderful restaurant!. it was amazing!. the food was great. everyone had a blast!. and we ALL had fun.!. and i like Mudslime Martinis now. PERFECT.

I'm loving foamy. i still love foamy. i've always loved foamy. i will continue loving foamy. i love foamy! I LOVE FOAMY!.

I wonder if you're alright. I haven't heard from you in a while.

I have lots to tell you. then again it's nothing important.

I wish I were there with you. for just one week maybe.

but anywho, you ought to know this. i miss you dearly.

Gosh it's been a while since i've written here as well. you know how people sometimes go all

" hah. i don't read blogs that have emo junk in it. " Well, that thought refrains me from writing lots of things. I, on the other hand, enjoy reading what's going on in people's lives. better still if it's emotional junk. Or take a look at Ben's blog. yes he has a blog. and yes, Benjamin Ong. I find it really cool! seriously. it really is cool.

So you see, basically, i think of topics to write about. I GO BLANK. and when i'm the furthest away from the computer, that's when my mind hits jackpot! Then i go all "that'll be one awesome post to write about!" And when i GET TO THE COMPUTER, i either forget about it and the mind starts the whole blank routine again.

anywho, i'm waiting for the day i'll be able to talk to you again. it makes my day.

Happy early 1st birthday blog.

i think my blog's like officially one year's old. or well coming to it.

So i decided to go back to the first month and recap. and boy have i done a lot since then.. it's rather interesting. I think i'm gonna end this year achieving some of my goals and make my 14th year of living a good one seeing as i waited a long time to turn 14. Ah. it's all good. I went to Mel's the pass weekend and had one hell of a good time there! ily honey (: Jeez.. i'm running out of things to write.

.:. All The Best To All PMR Students .:.

ily katie&nikkie! :)

*kiss*; Sammy`.

~Make the most of yourself,
for that is all there is of you.~
- Ralph Waldo Emerson.

So i've been watching Grey's. I never did like any shows that had to do with hospitals because of the blood and cutting and urgh. Like i was watching Grey's and they had this one show of someone who swallowed like ten doll heads. And i freaked out! And i use to say Grey's was too hard to understand too. too much stories everywhere. Then i watched the first episode. And now i take that all back. it's actually real awesome! esp when you get a dose of it like every morning.

Start of September.

I remember last year and looking back at it, it really really brings me back to this famous sentence "Time flies so fast." I mean just last year, my cousin was singing 'When September Ends' cause she had UPSR so you know. the song fits right.

Well, for everyone's information, my leg's doing so much better now.

Oh and i seriously don't get the stupid vampire game on facebook. it's partially stupid. and it hates me.

so guess what. i was high today. and i don't mean drunk high. i mean Samantha high. whoozy high. well for a while at least considering i haven't been high for a while...

so now i'm gonna finish reading my book.

SELAMAT HARI MERDEKA!

My dear nikkie's birthday was yesterday (:
We had a blast at the party. i loved it. i haven't been so happy since like a month and a half ago. so I wore this awesome halter top! which i LOVE too much. *pictures coming soon* AND they had GREEN CURRY. my favouritest food ever ever ever! && spaghetti && ice lemon tea. It rawks.
We played the traditional TRUTH OR DARE game which i LOVE playing. i don't know why. and i got a splash of what pepperspray feels like. THANKS TO YU MENG! small splash though. but it was bad enough. the wind blew or something and it spread. fast! first i thought it was just me then before i knew it, the whole table of us started coughing and it felt like this tingly thingythingythingy. heh. worst thing was, i was in crutches. now HOW BAD IS THAT! i hate it.

Anyways, apparently i have a facebook now. yes its plain but it seems kinda fun to play around with. so look me up ;)

Wanna know something?

i feel like crying right now.

and do you wanna know something else?

i'm worried.

still wanna know something else?

i'm holding my tears back.

i'm done.

My leg's getting better for those of you who don't know =)

i'm pretty bummed that everyone's gonna go out as it's school holidays and i can't. Guess it's part of life. And i can't clean my room!! i hate it. i can't stand seeing my room in a mess and right now, it is in one and i can't clean it!!

You know it's like what, two weeks to Merdeka and somehow i'm not all that hyped up about it like the radios and televisions are. I know it's 50 years and i am actually quite happy but it's like there's no "i'm looking forward to it phase." i don't know why. Okay maybe i am real proud to be in this country all though i hate seeing people detroy it. I like that we're different and all.

you know what. i think i'm confused.

OH!. and i figured out something. something different. (: and this time, i'm sure.

I went to the doctors.

Got an X-ray. No broken bones thank God.

BUT i tore a ligament.

Now, i'm using crutches.

The damage? well, i'll be this way for the next 8 weeks =/.

This is just perfect.

I sprained my knee. Yes i know many of you haven't heard of such things but it hurts like hell.

It literally does. i can't walk and when i walk, it hurts. What's worse is normally in the morning, your body is stiff. Therefor, my legs were stiff and i had to walk to somewhere and i was crying even sitting up. Bcuz i had to bend it.

Lord, heal my leg fast.

Apparently i've been chosen to....

It started like this. I picked up my phone and decided to lie on my bed cuz i thought i had a slight heatstroke. Then i realized i had a text. Opened it and it was from Debbie saying we got in the finals.....yay!...... good job! =D. I admitt i wasn't reading carefully being too exited and all. I went outside to tell my mum but she didn't seem to understand what i said. Anywho, i was explaining to her that someone would have to go up there and represent our group. Then i thought to myself.. "Who's gonna be up there?" I looked through the sms again and yeap, you've guessed it. I missed out the words i didn't want to read after all. "you've been chosen to represent our group."

So if some of you were to know me well, i wouldn't have to explain what happened a few minutes after i read the text. Then i thought i misunderstood, so i texted Kate to see if she got the same message and to add to my tragedy, she didn't.

Let me rant again about me reading books and becoming a book worm. I finished 5 books in a week! (not those books up there, those are the ones i want to read and currently am reading) and i'm getting more books. Let me get this straight. Samantha normally hates reading. She literally got headaches while reading books and took like a month to finish a 100page book. I mean seriously. something's got into her.

But now, i have so many books to buy that i want to read but there's just not enough kachingness for it. And the thing I don't get it is the books that i like to read is nothing very educational. Infact, it's pretty much filled with guy meets girl;girl meets guy;goes out;breaks up drama but i love it somehow.

love it.love it.love it.love it.love it.

And i finally saw his blonde hair and blue eyes again (;

Dare i say it again but streamyx is completely GAY!

I know i've been slacking lately but i sort of have run out of things to say on my blog at the moment. Some + me call it blogger's block. So basically right now i'm going to rant about things that matter to me. In about two weeks i'll be going for this formal dinner held at KBU college by DU's interactive something thing... i can't wait. *A Dress. Heels. Hair done. Make up.* love it.

OH YEAH!. I can FINALLY tie a cherry stem knot! =) and so can my other friend. us whacky freaks.

Well to begin, i have been away from the internet for like two weeks. I blame streamyx for this. Okay, for starters let's just begin my pass two weeks. I fell sick on the first week and the second, i've just been reading a whole lot. i finished 5books in a week. You know, one of those 110page books. i'm really so proud of myself as you know i'm really not a reader at ALL.

Anywho, i was just updating myself on all of my friends' blogs and i came across Marcia's. She wrote about friends she just can't live without and to tell you the truth, i was ultimately happy when i read my name there. I, like her, don't have very many friends. Neither do i have very many close friends. And i never really thought that i had ever left a mark on anyone's lives besides family relatives and such. Sometimes i don't even know if i'm a good friend at all. But what i read just now just totally made my day (: And i don't think i can live without you too..

Forgive me for not posting this up any earlier. If Streamyx let me use the internet two hours ago i would have been able to say "Today's one of my closest friend's birthday!. so HAPPY BIRTHDAY KATIE DARLING!" but now it's pass the 21st of july. so Yesday's one of my closest friend's birthday! so HAPPY BIRTHDAY KATIE DARLING! =D

MY 100th POST!!!
This is suppose to be written on the 07.07.07 =) but my internet broke down so i'm typing this in my grands. My love letter to God.

Lord i wanna thank you for this perfect day;
Only you know how much this life i live in means to me in a way.
This day only comes once and is real special to me;
So bless others and that's what i ask of thee.

Today is the day where people remember the earth;
For we're beginning to know how much it's worth.
Around the world, concerts are held,
I pray that everything will go all well.

I love you.

Raoul:
No more talk of darkness,
forget these wide-eyed fears;
I'm here, nothing can harm you,
my words will warm and calm you.
Let me be your freedom,
let daylight dry your tears;
I'm here, with you, beside you,
to guard you and to guide you.

Christine:
Say you'll love me every waking moment;
turn my head with talk of summertime.
Say you need me with you now and always;
promise me that all you say is true,
that's all I ask of you.

Raoul:
Let me be your shelter,
let me be your light;
you're safe, no one will find you,
your fears are far behind you.

Christine:
All I want is freedom,
a world with no more night;
and you, always beside me,
to hold me and to hide me.

Raoul:
Then say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime;
let me lead you from you solitude.
Say you need me with you, here beside you,
anywhere you go, let me go too,
that's all I ask of you.

Christine:
Say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime.
Say the word and I will follow you.

Together:
Share each day with me, each night, each morning.

Christine:
Say you love me...

Raoul:
You know I do.

Together:
Love me, that's all I ask of you.

Anywhere you go let me go too

Love me...
that's all I ask of you.

All I Ask Of You - Phantom Of The Opera.

My cousins are down =). they've been down for the pass 10 days maybe? and i've been so busy going rockclimbing, sunway lagoon and rockclimbing again and other activities that i have no time to write here. Hmmm, tomorrow i'm going to Trinity Methodist Church to pick up some documents and photostat them for my cousin who's paying me Rm50 for it. I guess i've been also quite bored when i come online but it's the only thing i want to do other than reading and studying.

I'm watching Princess' Diana's tribute concert. It's so amazing!.England adores her and so do i. (: <3

This is random.
Any dream will do;

This world's changing too fast!. i hate it.
i feel like a fool around you.
and you don't know it. so you don't care.
i'm shaking.

Guess what. i saw my rated malaysia's hottest guy again (: heh. with a girl though. he's hot. she's not. blablabla.

Yeah it's Friday night. Some of us know ;)
I said something though. Something Wild.
I guess that didn't work.
But i was ready for it anyways.


Yeah i was going crazy. (: i was so happy! okay heck i was shaking inside. Then i was all okay and myself again. I think i talked more last week but it just made my day all together. The time difference kills me a whole lot. he makes me giggle though;
it's all amazing. (:

Random stuff. i got a new dress (: my Aunt got it for me. She came down with her family so my cousins are here too. FINALLY. after wad. two years? yeah i love my new dress (: *thanks to her* Random stuff ends.

Okay let's face it. I was dissapointed about the whole thing.

She knows me well. Very well.
Maybe i do like him so. Nahh can't be.
I must be losing my mind.
He doesn't even know it.

I wait up for him.
I say barely enough words to him.
And that's just once a week.
Why am i doing this...
This is bad.

So what if. i'm so close!
It's not impossible. Just crazy.
I wouldn't mind it. Infact, i don't.
It's so different. But i still like it.

I like the thought of it.
It's just the sweetest thing.
But how am i suppose to...
He's so far away.

He'll never read this. Ever.
It's just this feeling i get.
All this isn't true at all.
And you can now forget everything. :)

Have you ever experienced the joy of having come so close to a dream after dreaming about it for two years and see it go down the drain in just 15 minutes? i wish i knew what to do in a state like this. All i can think of now is how i spent 2 years dreaming about it and now it's gone, In the likes of others.

I think i think too much. i dream too much, that i know too but it keeps me away from reality which is a big issue so called. I also know that time wishing is time wasted but i feel i smile more when i dream... I want to do something outrageous and exiting. Work towards my goals which is not quite happening. something's holding me back.

If I wrote a note to God
I would speak what's in my soul
I'd ask for all the hate to be swept away,
For love to overflow.
If I wrote a note to God
I'd pour my heart out on each page
I'd ask for war to end
For peace to mend this world
I'd say

Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love cause love is over due
And it looks like we haven't got a clue
Need some help from you
Grant us the faith to carry on
Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone
Cause it seems like so much is goin wrong
On this road we're on

If I wrote a note to God
I would say what on my mind
I'd ask for wisdom to let compassion rule this world
Until these times.
If I wrote a note to God
I'd say please help us find our way
End all the bitterness, put some tenderness in our hearts
And I'd say

Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love cause love is over due
And it looks like we haven't got a clue
Need some help from you
Grant us the faith to carry on
Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone
Cause it seems like so much is goin wrong
On this road we're on

No,
We can't do this on our own
So

Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love cause love is over due
And it looks like we haven't got a clue
Need some help from you
Grant us the faith to carry on
Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone
Cause it seems like so much is goin wrong
On this road we're on

If I wrote a note to God

Note To God - JoJo.

OKAY!. i officialy LOVE Orlando Bloom;

I finally watched Pirates Of The Caribbean 3 today with Marcia and oh my goodness it's 3 hours of Orlando bloom. I loved it to bits!. i can just stare at his precious eyes and ahh! And his super hawt british accent. *melt*

What more, his proposal was like the sweetest thing ever! he looked super hawt after he died x) with the black outfit. oooh

Layer One:On The Outside
Name : Samantha Claire Yee.
Birth Date : 21st. Feb. 1993.
Current status : single.
Eye Colour : dark brown.
Hair Colour : black.
Righty or Lefty : Righty.

Layer Two :On The Inside

Your Heritage : Chinese.
Your Fears : GOD.
Your Weakness : cute guys. like Orlando Bloom. i just go whoosh!.
Your Perfect Pizza : pepperoni and cheese. (:

Layer Three :Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow.

Your Thoughts First thing when I wake up : " What time is it?"
Your Bedtime : like. 2am.
Your Most Missed Memory : psst. Can you keep a secret? :)

Layer Four : Your Pick

Pepsi or Coke : Pepsi.
McDonalds or Burger King : Mcdonalds of course.
Single or Group Dates : Group Dates.
Adidas or Nike : i haven't tried any of their products.
Tea or Nestea : Tea.
Chocolate or Vanilla : chocolate.
Cappuccino or Coffee : Cappuccino.

Layer Five : Do You..

Smoke : gosh no.
Curse: gotta say i do.
Take a shower : silly question.
Have a crush : tell me about it.
Think you've been in love: i can't answer that.
Go to school : nope =D
Want to get married : yeah.
Believe in yourself : totally!.

Layer Six : In The Past Month

Drank alcohol : i believe so.
Gone to the mall : yeah.

Been on stage : don't think so.

Eaten sushi : not a fan.
Dyed your hair : not last month.

Layer Seven : Have You Ever..

Played A Stripping Game : i don't plan on doing it.

Changed Who You Were To Fit In : i can't remember.

Layer Eight : Age

You are Hoping To Be Married at : 24.

Layer Nine : In a Guy
Best Eye Colour : Green maybe.
Best Hair Colour : Brown.
Short Hair or Long Hair : Like Orlando Bloom's.

Layer Ten : What Were You Doing ...
1 Min Ago : Starring at Orlando bloom's picture.
1 Hour Ago : Thinking.
4.5 Hours Ago : Eating Dinner.
1 Month Ago : Dreaming of Thailand.
1 Year Ago: Having fun.

Layer Eleven : Finish The Sentence
I Love : GOD!
I Feel : sad?
I Hate : ishhh. He knows.
I Hide : my feelings.
I Need : a new car.

Layer Twelve : Tag five people..

.Lynette.

.Connie.

.Khai.

heh no one really reads my blog to even continue the tag anyways.

I haven't been tagged since the beginning of time! and FINALLY i got tagged with like the worse possible taggy thing you could do. how to pick?!

Post this sentence. Name hot girls and guys you know (min 10). Then tag 5 people.

I'm going to do this my way. Hot Celebrities :)

1* my oh so lovable Orlando bloom. <3
2* my favourite Angelina Jolie. <3
3* Jesse McCartney.
4* Jessica Alba.
5* Chris Evans.
6* Sophia Bush.
7* Oliver James.
8* Beyonce Knowles.
9* Drew Fuller.
10* Hilary Burton.

I tag :

.Ivan.

.Jean.

.Yi Lyn.

.Yoghurt.

.Marcia.

So i went to Club Med Phuket when i went to thailand and had an awesome FANTASTIC time!=D. haven't got the chance the upload the pictures til now.

And I sadly only spent a day there but i got enough memories to last forever.

on the way to Phuket;

I haven't been at all happy this week. I've been having so many emotions within me.

happy? not so much. More like sad; envy && anger. I, like Kate, thought a lot through out this week. Then again, i think much more than an average person does. And it's seriously killing.

There are so many things i want to write but fear is holding me from doing so. Fear of writing what i feel because things will change for the worse. Though i know blogs are suppose to be what YOU want to write and stuff. I think a lot about the worst things you could possibly think of. I miss my friend to bits and he/she doesn't know nuts about it.

OH OH! Thailand pictures coming up soon.

HEY!. my mum just told me something a few minutes ago.

That this year, there's THE PERFECT DATE 07:07am 07th of 07 of the year 07.!.

awesome much.

There's 7 continents doing 7 concerts on the 7th of July 2007.

Concerts To Raise Awareness On

Global Warming;

Link (;

You know it seems time flies so much faster than i can catch up with;

My dreams are just beyond what you think.

You know how something nice happens to you but then at the end of everything you actually regret it all happened? yeahh it ain't a nice feeling to feel at all.

Everyday i don't smile as much as i use to;

I feel invisible now most of the time.

I think Drew Fuller && Oliver James is hawthawtHAWT!.

I miss my daily Yoghurt to bits. yummy much. food in action!

So maybe life isn't exactly how i planned it to be.
guess it's suppose to be that way anyways huh.

I'm going to spend the day with my mum tomorrow before going to church (:

yay me.

Gosh. I haven't updated since forever.
I went to Phuket as some of you know. Went there for a week and had a superb time! pictures will be posted soon; I sat on a Manchester United plane on the way there. By Air Asia of course. awesome much`
Then they're coming to KL to play this July. one wonders why.

anyways, Transport in Phuket is a killer!. it's so friggin expensive cuz everyone uses private taxies. Not very many meter taxies so they the taxies there charge a LOT.

I sprained my hand a few days ago. I don't know how really. weird huh (;
Moving on.

These few days have been pretty lonely. I go online and people barely talk to me. the usuals are either studying, don't wanna talk to me anymore or just gone. So i've turned my attention to the tv more since they've got this new Hollywood channel which i oh so love!. (;

i haven't had my daily yoghurt in a long time. i miss it.

look beyond what you see.

somehow, i admire the sky.

see that golden road honey.

I never promised you a ray of light
I never promised there'd be sunshine everyday
I give you everything I have, the good, the bad.

Why do you put me on a pedestal
I'm so up high that I can't see the ground below
So help me down you've got it wrong
I don't belong there.

One thing is clear
I wear a halo
I wear a halo when you look at me
But standing from here, you wouldn't say so
You wouldn't say so, if you were me
And I, I just wanna love you
Oh oh I, I just wanna love you.

I always said that I would make mistakes
I'm only human, and that's my saving grace
I fall as hard as I try
So don't be blinded.

See me as I really am, I have flaws and sometimes I even sin
So pull me from that pedestal
I don't belong there.

One thing is clear
I wear a halo
I wear a halo when you look at me
But standing from here, you wouldn't say so
You wouldn't say so, if you were me
And I, I just wanna love you
Oh oh I, I just wanna love you.

Why you think that you know me
But In your eyes
I am something above you
It's only in your mind
Only in your mind.

P.S: Love is when you look into someone's eyes,

and see everything you need.

- Kristen Kappel.

A lot of 3's are coming out this year.
Spider-Man 3.

Shrek 3.

and the show i've been waiting for since well, last year =P

PIRATES OF THE CARRIBBEAN 3!

i've been OTH crazy this pass one and a half weeks.

AND one last thing, i've caught blogger's block again. that's why my whole topic's about movies which end with 3 and OTH.

fancy eh (;

P.S: We Love Because He First Loved Us.

April 2007's about to end. awesome 80th post!

lots of things happened this month.
somethings i wish never happened and somethings i'm pretty glad happened.
but overall, this month's been pretty well :)

A few days ago, or was it just yesterday, i did something pretty wild. I saved rain water.. yeah it's a good deed (: It all started with my mum wanting to save water and i was like " How about we collect and save rain water so you can use that water and water the plants with it?" So we grabbed the small bowl like buckets and well, we did it for fun. But i ended up enjoying it! and i also got wet cuz the wind blew and the rain just splashed right at me. I was collecting too little so i went overboard and went downstairs where there was more water pouring down although my mum didn't really want me to but i was just so crazy that day. But i loved it =D

It's the little things that matter (;

So save to help the earth.

So Today was Nst's Baptism.
It's pretty awesome to witness all my friends getting baptized for the first time. And all the cute testimonies that everyone shared was just so amazing... i nearly cried hearing some of em (;

Good Charlotte performed here tonight as well and i didn't go. No tickets. But it's all alright cuz i went to eat in Chili's with my family..
Apparently, Good Charlotte perfomed alright and wasn't worth the money(according to Mel).

I Realized Something too.

Today,

Mel & and Kate came to my place for swimming, and Khai came after a while to sit down and hang. It was pretty fun... :)

&& My week's been good i guess. I survived fasting the internet for 6days-ish.

Missed talking to a few people online too. but i guess overall, i'm fine =)

Then, afterout for dinner. Came back and on the way home, SUDDENLY, ALL the lights went out! i saw that EVERYTHING went black except a few things. & then i saw my condo, all bright and normally litted. So my mum went " oh right! BU's got it's own electricity thingy".

Then,

I saw darkness in the BU10 area too. Then i peeked into the road where Tim lives in and as i suspected, pure darkness. IT'S REALLY COOL! x) Then when i came home and looked outside the balcony, i saw that *points to the last picture at the bottom*

It's so cool; but ahhh well, funs over (: electricity came back.

A few weeks ago, i took a look outside my balcony, and this is what i saw...

It's really amazing how the sky did ALL that.