I dreamed a dream in time gone by
When hope was high
And life worth living
I dreamed that love would never die
I dreamed that God would be forgiving
Then I was young and unafraid
And dreams were made and used and wasted
There was no ransom to be paid
No song unsung, no wine untasted

But the tigers come at night
With their voices soft as thunder
As they tear your hope apart
And they turn your dream to shame

He slept a summer by my side
He filled my days with endless wonder
He took my childhood in his stride
But he was gone when autumn came

And still I dream he'll come to me
That we will live the years together
But there are dreams that cannot be
And there are storms we cannot weather

I had a dream my life would be
So different from this hell I'm living
So different now from what it seemed
Now life has killed the dream I dreamed.

I Dreamed A Dream - Les Miserables.

do i ? do i not... do i? do i not...

i know it's terribly wrong to have confused thoughts in you.
maybe i'm denying it much.

BLOGGER'S BLOCK!

It's a disease i tell you. i can't write no nothing that's interesting;
everything's changing and i hate it. it's killing me *stab stab*

Who says i can't get a frog prince && a patrick soft toy?.
heehee(:

Thank you Melissa & Katie for the presents! =)

P.S : i LoVe the card!
IT'S PURPLE!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ME!=D

i'm 14!! happy me!

THANK YOU MUMMY AND DADDY! <3 i love them so much!

My FAMILY who turned up for the dinner.

MY FRIENDS who came for the dinner! =)

MING YUE! ; TIM! ; KHAI! ; MARCIA! ; KIERAN! ; JON! ; OTHER PEOPLE WHO WISHED ME =D!
and THANK YOU *you know yourself* FOR DRAWING THAT PICTURE UP THERE; i really love it.(:

A Day to be Jolly!.

Loads of really nice things happened today ;)
like, parents went to Mid-V when i was playing basketball.. so when MuM picked me up today, she mentioned that my dad bought me a basketball! && and scientific calculator && *HUSH!* i'm not gonna say anything =P

It's still on my mind what bottom to wear for chinese new year.
It's so soon! just tomorrow& and it's the day families do their traditional reunion dinner thing; and the day after that is already visiting day. && on the fourth day of chinese new year is...
MY BIRTHDAY! =D

I'm really getting the hang of basketball; It's really nice to have the feeling of the ball getting in instead of out ALL the time. Mainly, I get one in out of every 10 times i throw. it's terrible but true!

anyways`, Til then, Happy Chinese New Year ;)

Happy Valentine's Day everyone. <3


4 more hours to celebrate;
TODAY'S the day that only comes around once a year... yeah, it's Valentine's day. But for me, it's exactly a WEEK before my birthday. yipeee!(:
What will i be doing.. i know that i'm going to nikkie's house on the 20th. might celebrate then. she said " bring a cake. " i say " i want Aunty Sue's delicious chocolate cake recipe!! "

so again, Happy Valentine's day all.
And i pray that NO ONE kills innocent babies in the next few months because of some stupid thing they did;

P.S : Thanks for being my Valentine (:

Nst's Valentine's dinner.

Katie, Nikkie and i;

Mel and i;

My Devine Valentine;

i always thought Valentine's day was a day where sweet stuff go all around 1u and other malls around the earth. apparently not`

I spent valentine's day in Singapore last year and the ONE thing i saw over and over again was roses, teddy bears and a LONG queue to a restaurant.. not to mention the pairing about all over the place.

This year, i'm gonna be spending it studying, playing badminton and dancing! yay me (:

but most importantly;
This Valentine's Day, remember that you are loved. God loves you and wants you to be His valentine. The love that God gives us is not like the world's love. The world's love is only as sturdy as a paper Valentine's card. But God's love is NOT a flimsy, cheap imitation: it is the real thing. <3

My feelings are confused;

many times somewhat feeling has tried to tell me something but i never seem to understand it. I either deny it; or forget about it. Now i'm all tied up in it. I don't know how to make this feeling stop. It gets me everytime`

I shouldn't love you
but I want to,
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you
but I can't move can't look away.
And I don't know How to be fine,
when I'm not
Cause I don't know
How to make this feeling stop

Just so you know
this feelings taking control of me
and I can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let it win now
I thought you should know
I tired my best to let go, of you
but I don't want to
I just gotta sat it all before I go
Just so you know.

It's getting hard to,
be around you
There's so much I can't say
and do you want me
to have feelings and look the other way
And I don't know how to be fine,
when I'm not
Cause I don't know
How to make this feeling stop.

Just so you know
this feelings taking control of me
and I can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let it win now
I thought you should know
I tired my best to let go, of you
but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know.

This emptiness is killing me
and I'm wondering why I waited so long
Looking back I relized,
it was always there to stand spoken
and I'm waiting here been waiting here.

Just so you know
this feelings taking control of me
and I can't help it
I won't sit around
I can't let it win now
I thought you should know
I tired my best to let go, of you
but I don't want to
I just gotta say it all before I go
Just so you know.

Jesse McCartney - Just so you know;

READY?
Dinner's just less than 2 hours away and i can't wait!. i'm so exited!
make up. heels. gloss!
It's awesome!

a night to be glamorous?

Happy Valentine's day (:

Imagine what might happen if you wrote a love letter today?

The sweetheart season.

It's amazing how roses that normally cost 80sens a stem raises up to about RM8 on Valentine's day..
and how on this day, L.O.V.E is really IN the air. it's so sweet;

i so can't wait for Nst's Valentine day dinner.

and this year, i'm spending it alone again. But the best thing is... exactly a week after Valentine's day.
youhave MY DAY(:

and

Chinese New Year is coming up so i super can't wait.

oh yeah. i'm back safely from my trip and the whole trip was so awesome you wouldn't believe it (:

The countdown of nineteen days.

Yeap! you're right! Its nineteen days to my birthday! =)

Yeah. Uh huh. I’M TURNING FOURTEEN BABY! =D

14. yay! second year of teenager hood. and life keeps getting better each day..

I thank God(:

Tragic Incidence. =(

My dad lost the Olympus camera today in the Reef. If only he tied it around his hand properly.. According to him, it slipped off his hand and I was scuba diving while it happened...so I couldn’t hold the camera. And we bought that camera like weeks ago.

This part of the reef we went was much nicer than the one we went to the other day. And we went to two places today. 1st, MichaelMas Reef (I think that’s what it’s called) and Paradise Reef. And Paradise Reef was the best! Only thing was, my dad lost the camera in the other place before even coming to Paradise Reef.

But none the less, I went Scuba diving today for close to an hour… touched a few things like the Giant clam and I saw a small sting ray and! I Was like SO close to a Garupa. How cool is that! I went with a different instructor so I didn’t get to see a Turtle like the other group saw… And greatest thing would be, if I saw it, I would have touched it but oh well… But all that was in MichaelMas Reef. And the scuba diving was expensive in MichaelMas so I decided not to go for the diving in Paradise but I sorta wished I went for the diving in Paradise instead of the other place cuz there’s more things to see in Paradise and Emma ( one of the instructors ) came back up saying she saw a shark. But a small one of course…* so as you can see, I missed a lot * but according to one of the crew members on board the boat, I was quite lucky to get a one to one scuba dive with the instructor cuz the people in my group were too scared to down so they did their free 10 minutes and went up while I continued alone… but with Simon of course (:
( the instructor )

And After all that, I got a Certificate for scuba diving in the Great Barrier Reef =)
It was really fun. I enjoyed today a LOT!

P.S : oh yeah. Today's my mum's and dad's wedding anniversary! =D