Merry Christmas Everyone!!! (:

God Bless you. =)

It's the Eve of Christmas now! =D
in exactly 22 hours and 30 minutes, it will be Christmas!

i'm looking forward to the presents i'm getting from my friends and all

the cards i get to open! yay (:

* i can't wait. *

Jingle bells. Jingle Bells. Jingle all the way...

Yeah. it's Christmas time =) and everywhere i go now, i hear christmas songs being played. And sweets, chocolates and presents are being bought and wrapped up to be given away...

i love this season!

The only thing Malaysia is missing is... the snow. Yeah well i know it's cold and all but it's nice to have a one shot pour of snow. * what am i thinking... Malaysia? snow? puh-leeze*

oh well =) it's a dream ain't it...

Like Philly says. He's DREAMING OF A WHITE CHRISTMAS.

* i feel i'm being so random *

I'm back from the land under Malaysia. x)

Merry Christmas (:

Hectic days of Drunk Before Dawn.

Running up and down stairs. Coming home from church late.

Late suppers with Nicole and Tim @ Murni's (:

It's quite fun i must say although i'm so tired now..

i gotta go to dream haven now(:

Goodnight! =D

First Rose i've gotten so far(:

and it's from Pastor Lee Choo.

Thank you .xoxoxo.

Yeah, it's kinda sad to be spending christmas alone and all but i like seeing the smile on the person you like when he opens the present or when you give him the card. Seeing the smile is like seeing the sunset. i love it(:

I like christmas because of presents =)
A day where i can open presents and just go YAY!.
he/she bought me this!!=D

Where are you when i need someone to talk to...
Days are going by and what am i to do...
When i need you the most..
That's when you're the furthest away from me.

Where are you when i need you.
i miss you.

The curse of the sickness.

this week isn't good...
Philly's not sick. but I'm recovering(: Marcia's sick. Timothy's sick. Lynette, Kate, Nicole, Sarah are sick. it's really getting outta hand.

it's the crazy whether we have and the fact that we people don't drink enough water.. it starts with a sore throat then it gets worse and worse and worse... and i went to the doctor yesterday, and she said that if the fever doesn't go down, that it might be dengue and trust me, that's the last thing i want.

but thank God, my fever went down today... and since 1991's cell party is in two hours and i'm still sick. jeez... i hate it

Once again, we put up the christmas tree. put presents under the tree. sing christmas carols. give presents away. so much joy & laughter!. it's the end of the year. Christmas is near. let's celebrate!*

(:

yeah. so i know it's 20 days away and that's a long time to come... i've got lotsa cards and presents to make. this year will be one interesting christmas for me.(: Sadly, time passes by so fast... it's like one split second. SNAP! christmas is over and it's form2 for me... oh well. * what can i say...*

I don't want a lot for Christmas

There's just one thing I need
I don't care ab out presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true...
all i want for christmas is you...

*Countdown of 13 days til christmas.*

oh wow!. I bumped into Rufus at camp5 last thursday. =D
While i was rockclimbing with my cousin and a few of her friends. it's really amazing cuz i never thought i'd see him again after that last day of concert. lol
he still looks the same.
still cute.=P still probably thinks i'm the weirdess girl around. still... the same (:


*and i can finally talk to him
without the butterflies in my tummy; and blushing.*

Isn't it really interesting how sentences in certain songs catch your attention because it relates to your life a lot.

I've got a few paragraphs or sentences of some of the songs that either relate to my life or they're really sweet songs. (;

I'm so glad I found an angel.
Someone Who was there when all my hopes fell,
Because you live and breathe,
Because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help,
Because you live, girl.
My world has twice as many stars in the sky.
Because you live - Jesse McCartney.


Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you,
Why can't I speak whenever I talk about you.
It's inevitable, it's a fact that we're gonna get down to it
So tell me
Why can't I breathe whenever I think about you
Why can't I - Liz Phair.


Each and every end is always written in the stars,
If only I could stop the worldI'd make this last.
Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts in your heart,is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye, though it hurts,is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way.
Say Goodbye - S Club 7.

HILLSONG UNITED LIVE!!

It was so totally awesome!. just as i predicted. crying. laughing(: it really was awesome. Those who sadly couldn't get tickets because they were sold out really missed a LOT.

So Mel came over to my place and i got ready and then we left to get there at 6pm and there was a load of people there. Then it's started getting crowded and noisy til i had to talk to kate using the phone even though she was like a few feet away from me..it was one crazy night! and the best part is that that concert is going on the dvd and i'm so getting that dvd(:

So they sang a LOT of songs. and i think Jad Gilles has a really nice voice(:

4 hours of praising the Lord. it was amazing... and best part was the concert was held at SIBKL. yes my church!=D and i'm proud of it. and lucky nicole, she got a free t-shirt. ain't that amazing... so that's it(:

it came and went like it was a dream. a Dream Come True...(:

I Love My God;

HILLSONGS UNITED!!

i can't wait.

(:

the count down of

one more night baby!=D

Stupid Sun Rays.

I've got slighty tanner because of going swimming with Katie in the afternoon. And Katie doesn't get dark easily and i came back tanner than usual!. *hmph*. And Katie looks Not Bad in a bikini! She finally has one!=D shipping all the way from US. And don't worry Kate, i ain't blaming ya for the tan. I enjoyed going swimming with you

(:

HILLSONGS UNITED!!=D

The count down of two more nights baby!.

It's gonna be awesome i tell you. laughing & crying. Happiness all around.

i can't wait!

just two more nights baby!

hmmm...also, to all spm candidates.

* You've got all encouragement from me. *

(:

.:. We first make our habits,

Then our habits makes us. .:.

- John Dryden

Last day of school yesterday!=D
although i didn't study cuz for me, school let out on wednesday because my mum had to go to the hospital for an operation on Thursday and she got discharged today.. Thank Goodness she's fine(: *thanks for all your prayers...* [those who prayed]

Saturday. A day i look forward to in a week(:
Ns† Day!
I woke up at 8am for this piano workshop thing in church today at 9am and Daniel Tan jr was the so called teacher. And Wei Vern said he was a bad teacher. [fuhnee...]
We learnt about chords and how to play around with them for worship. It was quite fun, though

i've never been so technical with my theory in my life before.damn was it technical.

After worship, Since 1991 cell left to 1u for a cell outing to watch 'Casino Royale' and so did Sweet 16. Only, they went to watch 'Flushed Away'.(:

If Only Shocker-latz gets to go anywhere...

As for Shocker-latz, Kate, Yi Lyn, Nicole, Samantha Sito and I + Tze Quan went to Since 1991's cell room to raid because our cell room was too noisy and we talked about 'Sinful Nature' and 'Spiritual Nature' and what different environment we would discover and go through with them. Quite interesting too(: PLUS! we got to sit wherever we like, however we like in there. =P

So that's about it. (:

`The Talent Of Art;)

By Khai.

Pointing at Me!(;

Precious times;


Merry Christmas to you too Khai(: - 2005;


I appreciate every little bit of it;


The most recent picture he made for me;
it's the thought that counts.

that's me;

Me`

Thank you(:

P.S: These were made long time ago...

On Tuesday, i went ice skating with Melissa and Kate and we had a LOAD of a time there(: It was so fun!... also, my mum bought so many clothes on that day.. she really treated herself very well that day(: -love you mum-

And today, my mum went for an operation today and i'm sorta scared... but i'm sure she'll be fine because i know God will be by her side=) hmmm... SPM is finally here and to all the candidates, ALL THE BEST!(;

Hey, there's a question i would like to ask whoever is reading...
'What is the first thing you'd do if you get a million dollars?'
i know it's a random questions(;

Well... that's all i have i to say for now but before i go, there's just one more thing to say... Treat your friends well because a simple sentence can change everything(:

and here's for you my dear cousin sarah if you're reading this... You teach others how to treat you. - Dr Phil.
in which if you don't understand, ask your mummy(:


~ Friendship with one's self is all important,
because without it one cannot be friends
with anyone else in the world. ~

Sean Covey says the 7 habits of highly effective teens are:

1. Take responsibility for your life.

2. Define your missions and goals in life.

3. Prioritize, and do the most important things first.

4. Have an everyone-can-win attitude.

5. Listen to people sincerely.

6. Work together to achieve more.

and lastly,

7. Renew yourself regularly. (:

&

God's Love For Us.

Some say they feel protected by his LOVE.
Some say God's LOVE for us is comforting.

-I Love you-

Isn't it really lovely to know someone's always there for you, by your side, to guide you through every right or wrong, every up and down in your life?

~ The love of God, it cannot fail.

The will of God, it shall prevail.

The Word of God forever stands.

Yes, I am safe within His hands. ~

Saviour,

He can move the mountain
My God is mighty to save
he is mighty to save
forever author of salvation
He rose and conquered the grave
Jesus conquered the grave;

Ya'll wanna know why i changed my blog address again right?

Well, i wanted to change so that it's easier for people to remember it and also for secutiry reasons...(:

So Christmas is coming up!(: in about......a month and 14 days and i see christmas trees being put up in The Curve. it's fascinating!.

So i was at The Curve yesterday and i was at the Living in a Box thingy too and i got two free T shirts! YaY; oh and i broke my Roxy slipper but thank God i could fix it back... but oh well=P

The phone me likey`.


ooh la la...

In my life, i've taken several types of dance lessons... For example, Ballet, Tap, Jazz.(: And last wednesday, I took my first hip hop lesson with Marcia, Yi Lyn, Tim and Katie's joining next week and a few others who have been learning for a few weeks already.

And I enjoyed the class a LOT! especially when you're dancing to modern time music with hip moves=D oh and, i shall not forget how tim stoned for one whole hour! * it was really funny* Now, Looking for a dance partner so i can learn ballroom dancing some time soon=)

*HAPPY FEET!!* i wanna watch that show!.. the penguin is so adorable i wanna hug it!=P If only i can get free tickets from Hitz.fm or something, now that would be a dream come true won't it?. (:

~ Maybe the straight and narrow path

would be Wider if more people use it. ~

- Kay Ingram.

Try this Science Quiz.


Squid. Octopus. Snail. Jellyfish.
1. Which of the above are classified under the same group?

2. Is glass Solid or Liquid at room temperature?

3. Do penguins have feathers?

.:. HAPPY BIRTHDAY PHILLY!!! .:.

Timeless Values`.

Did i forget to write about the day Kate, Marcia, Aunty Chris & i went to cineleisure to watch 'John Tucker Must Die' ?

This is how it went...

Melissa, Kate, Marcia and i were suppose to go out on friday to watch 'John Tucker Must Die' and it so happens that Melissa sorta got grounded for going out late at night so that's how Aunty Chris got to come(: Plus! i didn't have to study on that day!(:

And the show was so fabulous! Sophia Bush. Jesse Metcalfe. *awesome* and
they played really nice songs on the show too! all Kate's and My favourite

songs... What more? The cinema was empty! Just the four of us and and a few other people.=P Then, we went to eat cuz Marcia hasn't eaten anything yet so we practically forced her to get something and then we went to pick up Sara from her school in which we were a little late then we went to Katie's house to chat+hang!(: *oh yes! Katie got a henna tattoo on her hand!* *and i wanna get one from dragonfly too*=P

So i guess that's how that day went=)

.:. Selamat Hari Raya .:.

SIBKL's Church Dedication Day. Happy 12th Anniversary SIB=)

Kate & Yi Lyn danced very well(: and Nicole and Tim in the choir were not bad too... and sadly, i can't watch 'Drunk Before Dawn' cuz i'm in the stage crew team which means i won't be able to watch any show at all! *nuuuuuuu*

anyways,

Something caught my eye today... and trust me, it was like heaven...(: i loved it.

Hmmm...after changing clothes over and over again today, i finally picked out an outfit to wear to church. Brown Spaghetti strap with a blue cartigan. Purple skirt and brown heels. i wonder if i looked good in it*

oh yes. On wednesday, i might be going to Mid-V for that new roller skating thingy... Katie's going to check it out tomoro and she'll get all the details and then we can go hang on wednesday! *yeeaayy*

xoxoxo`

~ This above all:

To thine own self be true.~

- William Shakespeare. (1564 - 1616)

Halloween's coming up soon and i've always dreamt of going to a Halloween party and dress up as a princess or a witch(: *a good witch* and go to houses and collect candy! I guess i've outgrown the candy part but anyone at any age can party so whoohoo!*
anyways...

I've been watching Season 1 of One Tree Hill which i borrowed from Sarah and it's so dramatic! it's like teenage soap opera only more interesting...

hmmm...

I just realised that in 4 and a half months, i'll be turning 14 yrs old.. Time passes by SO fast it's sometimes scary... and it passes by even faster when you're having fun!(: and.. my pink butterfly crazy friend is migrating to Australia soon..=( i'll miss her so. See what i mean by time passes by so fast now?

~ Today's preparation determines
tomorrow's achievements. ~

Our Deepest Fear

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.

Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.

It is our Light, not our Darkness, that most frightens us.

We ask ourselves, who am i to be brilliant, gorgeous,

talented, fabulous?

Actually, who are you NOT to be?

You are a child of God.

Your playing small does not serve the World.

There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that

other people won't feel insecure around you.

We were born to make manifest the glory of God

that is within us.

It is not just in some of us; It is in everyone.

As we let our own Light shine, we unconciously

give other people permission to do the same.

As we are liberated from our own fear,

our presence automatically liberates others.

- Nelson Mandela.

~The greatest motivational act one

person can do for another is to listen.~

- Roy E. Moody.

*kiss*;Sammy`

Eventhough today was a holiday, i still studied but it's really okay cuz i got to go out with KNMSK+Tim-Kate and we watched that cantonese 'Rob-B-Hood' show.. and now ya'll going to say " Sammy watches cantonese movies?" apparently no... but it turned out to be quite funny and interesting how i survived a cantonese movie..(: *oh well* =P

We had fun walking around and leaving the sweethearts behind till they found us again...i didn't get to go to the carnival today...=(

And 1u was so full of teenagers today and no cute guys at all! ah well...

Oh yes... i sat through a two+ hour talk about LIGHT... the normal light. How great it is and yadda yadda yadda... and i survived(: with Kate and the rest... and i get to go to KK to help out for 'Drunk Before Dawn'.. i can't wait! *i'm so happy*

"...I Love You..."

"...I Miss You..."

What are the feelings we feel when someone says those words to you?
How do we know the person really means it?
Is it Infatuation? We'll never know....

Saturday is a day i look forward to and today's that day!.. Nst was as usual awesome! and i went to iThai for dinner with Melissa,Nick and my mum... and yesterday, i went to the carnival in which i'll be talking about it later on. Also, Kate and Mel came to my place for a sleepover!.. *yipee* oh and! I Thank God that the haze is cleared and hopefully will be cleared for quite some time...

Well, when i was at the carnival yesterday, we three girls sat on the Xcoaster twice! and the swing thingy once.. it was awesome! Kate wanted to sit on the Topgun but me and mel were sorta scared and mel also sorta sick...

oh yes.. This morning, we went to Ikea to eat breakfast and the girls and i went to 'The Curve' and we tried on prom dresses! and went walking around the mall.. Also, Kate and i got chocolate covered yummy stuff from the chocolate fountain at the bazaar in 'The Curve'!!! *sweeett*

And Today, i learned a lot of things in which forgiveness plays a part... i won't go so much into this but i know one thing for sure is that fear and betrayal is blocking me from doing so... i don't know what to do *sigh*

.:. You've got to ask. Asking is, in my opinion,

the world's most powerful and neglected secret

to success and happiness .:.

The Devil Wears Prada

Today i went to watch 'The Devil Wears Prada' with Katie,Scott,Sara & their aunty and mum,Tim & my mummy!(: I woke up early this morning specially to do some studies because it ain't no holiday for me... and i didn't really eat lunch cuz i studied til i had to leave for the movie which was showing at Cineleisure at *12.45pm* ...I really enjoyed watching the show! Meryl Streep and Anne Hathaway really can act! i mean really well.. -Thank you Katie, for inviting me- Then after the movie, we walked around..Tim,Kate and i went walking in circles around 'The Curve' while my mum went to Metrojaya and Cold storage. After a while,we went to Ikano because Kate's Aunt wanted to check out the Vincci shop over there and my mum met me there too...It was time to go for badminton already so my mum took me there

oh yes...the carnival in 1u is finally back! i can't wait to go there again with Mel, Katie and a few guys...*ones who won't flee* and we all must go on the joker ride.. it's the best ride i've sat on in the whole carnival besides the ferris-wheel...

~ Do not follow where the path may Lead.

Go, instead, where there is no path and leave a trail.~

A day at Jack Canfield's Seminar

Today, i went to Jack Canfield's Seminar on how to be successful in business and so on..and i know i'm young for all this but i guess i coul absorb in early and apply later..and believe it or not, i learned a LOT!..and i also got an autographed book by him..he thought us on how to think postive.. he also says that most fears are created by the mind and etc.

I also met Ida Mariana who is one of the DJs for Light and Easy radio station and she is such a kind lady.. got a picture with her too!=P And she's living my dream!..lawyer, singer, actor...she's cool!! haha... anyways, then after the whole thing ended, we went the wrong route and came home a little late but got back in time for the Bukit Utama Condo Residents party... and so we ate dinner..and my mum and i were pretty much ghosts there but we watched this couple (or at least they look like one) who salsa danced pretty and they looked in their teens.. like, both 17 or 16 like that... But they were complete gross though!.. salsa dancing as though they were practically in love with each other... touchy touchy ewww! *so not how people dance the salsa dance*

And now, i'm here writing my blog and watching tv..thinking about what Katie wrote in her blog which was.... 'What is a girl to do with this creature called "boys"..' and heck...what is being overfriendly?...=P * i guess i'll never know...*

Hmmm... i guess i have something to write about...

just it's a very sad incident for me.
Well, As most of you know... i learn the violin and there was a big misunderstanding between my mum and my teacher a few days ago in which my mum really made a point and i pretty much support that cuz if she didn't do it, i would have... after that whole episode, my teacher got frustrated with my mum and said that he didn't want to teach me anymore.. *how sad is that* Well, it's true, but suddenly today, the principal of the music school called my Hs phone and told my mum that my teacher has decided to put all that into the pass and continue teaching me if i want him to..

And to me, it was a very bad incident.. PLUS!, my teacher raised the fees so i chose to stop although my mum's all " stop for the right reason.." so i thought about it... and i still hated what he said to my mum so i'm really quitting.. and now i have NO violin teacher.. I guess this just goes to show that your tongue is a very strong weapon!! and that's actually true(:

My mum said this to me the other day about one hour after that 'Incident' happened and she said "Maybe it's good that this all happened because it could be a wake up call for you..There may be better teachers around" and stuff like that... Then, i read somewhere that if life was perfect then life would be boring which i also believe it's true and somehow or other i got this sentence which came up in my mind and it said "Everything happens for a reason"

~It's some treasury blue drink that coordinated with the theme of the dinner`~

Dear Diary;

So i went to singapore last saturday for a Swarovski dinner event and for those of you who don't know what Swarovski is... it's a type of crystal but anywho, i went all the way to singapore for the dinner and i loved it! because the food was great(: and i won some prizes (yes, more crystal).. i won one of the best dressed during the night and i also won a lucky draw prize thingy.. cool huh.

after the dinner, my dad drove us all back to Johor to sleep for the night and then we went to singapore the next morning for a little bit of shopping...after leaving singapore, we headed for malacca cuz we had another dinner plan with some of my dad's old classmates and their families in which i haven't seen in ages!! There was this little boy who admired me...he's only 5yrs old and he's so cute!! his mum told me he liked me... and i guess it's cuz i did entertain him for a while.. but anyhow, *another yummy dinner* and then after that, we came home...1 and a half hours later and that was 1 o'clock in the morning. *tired* hmmm...what a cool weekend i had(:
and just now, i checked out Nst's new blogskin..it's awesome!! isn't in somewhat amazing how intelligent minds these people have to create such cool blogskins like these...(: anyways, i have to go now...

P.S: Good luck to all PMR students!! *i wish you guys all the best*

The List Of Things I Wanna Do Before I Die.

1. I wanna live my fairytale dream...getting married and having the best husband you can find plus a fabulous wedding. Now don't we all want that, girls...(:

2. I wanna do something very nice for my Best Friend.. Something he'll never forget!=D

3. I wanna blow of all 21 one candles when i turn 21 with just one blow!

4. I wanna go to New Zealand and live my fantasies...

5. I wanna suprise my boyfriend (when i get one)...cuz i love giving suprises! and i guess it'll be special to him... i hope

and so far that's my list...it'll grow longer by the years i'm sure(:

10 Reasons Why Samantha's Life Is So Complicated

10. I seem to remember more lyrics of songs than i do remember history...

9. I still haven't found my purpose in life...

8. I sometimes don't learn from my mistakes...

7. I have bad enough grades for History...

6. I tell my friends whatever i feel like telling them despite the fact that it may not be their business...

5. I can't understand Music Theory therefor i have a fear of failing grade 5 theory test...

4. I miss a lot people in my life...you know..friends and family, those kinda stuff...(i guess this isn't a reason why my life is complicated, i just wanna put it down)

3. I have a friend whom i pretty much have lots of things in common with til one nice day, my friend did something which made my life even more complicated...

2. I hate it when my loved ones go overseas to study or migrate..

and the number one reason why my life is so complicated is because...

1. I like a guy...and liking a guy isn't as easy as you think it is...

So that's pretty much my 10 reasons... not that i've got a problem with it.. it's just what makes me ME...(:

Just a few minutes ago...

I was reading Katie's blog and she posted her latest entry which she talked about this funny little thing called love... it's an interesting subject alright! and it's true, I've got God's love, My mummy's and daddy's love, my friends love me too. *i think* Now's let's see... As for me, just like Kate, i don't really need a boyfriend now cuz i'm 13yrs old and i still like the fact that i can have guys to like and comment on them too, how weird of me... i guess it has it's advantages and disadvantages..

Hmmm... Melissa came up with this name K.N.M.S.K which actually stands for Katie.Nicole.Melissa.Samantha.Kimberly! The five of us are these crazy whacky girls (especially Nicole and I), we can drive Tze Quan up the wall baby! and being just the both of us...We make the loudest noise. *ssshh* and one more thing...i love my girls so much! so you boys better watch out! you make them cry, i'll make ya regret! nyeheheh (though i know i can't)..
oh yes and philly...even if i promote my blog, people don't read!!=(
anyways... i guess that's pretty much all i can say for now..(:

Dear diary;

Today's Nst (youth service) was awesome! especially cell! Nicole and i sorta drove Tze Quan up the wall... *sorry* *it's all nicole's fault!!*=P

anyways, i sat through main service today and i learnt that we should Make God's Business Our Business! We need to treat God's Physical house like our own...Not only do we need to look after God's physical house but we need to be concerned for the Extending Of God's Kingdom! and that's what really struck my attention through out the sermont.(:

Just a few days ago, when i was watching America's Next Top Model, did i realised that i may not want to become a model after all because in the show, there was this one girl who had no choice but to snip of 8-9inches of her hair because Tyra Banks said it'll look better. Then did i also realise that when you become a model and sign a contract, you are sorta like giving yourself away because they want the best for their photoshoot and if it means dying your hair, they will and i can't say anything unless i'm some supermodel. *i wish*

the lesson behind this is...what you see isn't always what you get, cuz i saw that catwalking and posing in mags was fun but when i saw what i saw in America's Next Top Model, it wasn't fun at all.. i mean besides the fact that it's a competition.. i mean, the girl cried her eyes out because of what she had to do to herself to look better althought she didn't want to...
there you have it, some jam in my doughnut! if that's what kate calls it(:

When missing a day of church means a LOT

So days are getting closer to spm and pmr and it's pretty much killing for those who aren't taking the exams too cuz all our friends who are taking them, are on hibernation mode..ishhh.
anyways, to those whom i told i was coming to church last saturday. I'm SOOO sorry for not turning up... My parents were like all, "won't you be tired and anything, and besides, we have to go to mid valley to do some things" so i ended up skipping church and going to mid valley. But thank you guys sooo much for the card!! *muah* -love ya- oh yea! and my concert went well if ya'll wanna know..heehee

oh yea! my cousin Sher Lyn came down from Penang last saturday for two nights and i didn't get to see her bcuz of my concert! pfft.`

~That's me`~

hie hie

welcome to my new blog. and yes yes, i know..

i have a lot of blogs. but this is a keeper! *hooray for my new blog*;

*i love my God* and i know it's random but it's the truth.

So babes,hotties and humans, once again.welcome to my blog.

Love ;Samantha` P.S ;i love my sweetheart.