Dear diary;

Today's Nst (youth service) was awesome! especially cell! Nicole and i sorta drove Tze Quan up the wall... *sorry* *it's all nicole's fault!!*=P

anyways, i sat through main service today and i learnt that we should Make God's Business Our Business! We need to treat God's Physical house like our own...Not only do we need to look after God's physical house but we need to be concerned for the Extending Of God's Kingdom! and that's what really struck my attention through out the sermont.(:

Just a few days ago, when i was watching America's Next Top Model, did i realised that i may not want to become a model after all because in the show, there was this one girl who had no choice but to snip of 8-9inches of her hair because Tyra Banks said it'll look better. Then did i also realise that when you become a model and sign a contract, you are sorta like giving yourself away because they want the best for their photoshoot and if it means dying your hair, they will and i can't say anything unless i'm some supermodel. *i wish*

the lesson behind this is...what you see isn't always what you get, cuz i saw that catwalking and posing in mags was fun but when i saw what i saw in America's Next Top Model, it wasn't fun at all.. i mean besides the fact that it's a competition.. i mean, the girl cried her eyes out because of what she had to do to herself to look better althought she didn't want to...
there you have it, some jam in my doughnut! if that's what kate calls it(: