I don't know whether to feel excited or to feel extremely sad its over. People say never look back at the past but concentrate on the future. I'm stuck in the middle because my 2009 has been the best year of my entire life. A lot of my dreams came true this year..
I got to mark out a lot on my wish list this year. Funny thing was, it all happened this year. The Goods. The BADS. The bads i'm not going to say. The goods... well, I crossed out being in a musical, going to australia, kissing under the rain. The one thing i haven't accomplished is writing a song before the end of the year. Mom would give me a hundred ringgit if I did though. I didn't have the time or the inspiration.
What I did have was the inspiration to pick up my violin again and start playing it for hours... Its not really something I thought I'd ever see myself doing at all. Not in a long long time anyways. Oh, I also called a violin teacher today. She teaches at this music school in Aman Suria. I'm really excited!
I'm also going to get straight A's for my IGCSE's and pass my driving exam the first time. I'm going to try and do my grade 8 violin exam but that's going to happen mostly after my O levels. I'm going to get into the International College of Hotel Management - YTL in the year of 2011 and do a two +1 year degree course of which I'll have to fly to Adelaide or Melbourne to study. I'll graduate university at the age of 21. Thats my goal. I was disappointed in myself in not finishing highschool this year but thats okayy...
The other thing would be, I wish I could kiss that guy at midnight later. Heh, fat chance he's even thinking of me right now..
OH, AND I CUT MY HAIR JUST NOW TOO. What a way to end the year, Samantha. You finally cut your hair.. It wasn't easy though. I was so worried about how Aunty Sally would cut it. I was freaking out. Its very much straighter now. No more curls and not so much layers.. I look younger. EW.
Anyways, this is me, signing off 2009 and writing a new contract for 2010.
I LOVE YOU ALL & GOODNIGHT. <3
yours truly, xx. ; 9:48 PM
Wednesday, December 30, 2009
The Season Of The Year saved 467 souls. I'm very proud of all of you SOTIANS. We did this and we did this together. And God was behind us all the way..
yours truly, xx. ; 9:16 PM
Thursday, December 24, 2009
THE SHOW IS FREAKING TOMORROW !!! <3
yours truly, xx. ; 10:08 PM
Friday, December 11, 2009
It doesn't feel like Christmas is near. I feel like i've lost the feelings for christmas.
WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME!?!?!
yours truly, xx. ; 1:29 AM
Thursday, December 03, 2009
HO HO HO. It`s Dezember!
How exciting! I don't feel like its near Christmas. I really don't. I, as usual, haven't done very much Christmas shopping. Or card making. Or, made any other plans than performing for SIB KL. =]
I think that's a really good Christmas present if you asked me.
Christmas @ the park is soon! homygod. Its soon! shit, are we ready for a promo show?
goddamnit i hope so.
Dear 2010, I don't care what energy vibes the earth gives and takes but I want those straight A's.
I want to be able to say I don't ever have to study my text books ever again like the rest of my seventeen year old friends.
yours truly, xx. ; 12:47 AM
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