Saturday, March 31, 2007

Hectic week i had. but first of all,
it's my mum's birthday today!. so HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY! thank you for everything that you've done for me. i love you!

back to my
hectic week.
This week, i've met a guy who talked to me for like wad 5 minutes? and told me he liked me and in my mind i'm all,
"yeah right...". but anywho, he speaks what i call jinjiang language.Something
i can't stand.
But at the end of the day, something happened and he backed off.


And then there's this. sometimes it makes me wonder why i think about such things when i don't have to. i can just leave things be. but somehow, i just can't.

Then, i sort of snapped at my friend. for a good reason non the less(: but that definitely didn't work out..

And hmmm, after reading Philly's blog, and hearing from Jean that you can drive at the age of
14 in NZ, i'm going nuts!
* I SO WANNA DRIVE legally NOW*

And lastly, i'm going to the Hitz.fm birthday bash next week baby! *thanks nikkil* this is so awesome awesome awesome! =D

Sunday, March 25, 2007

How do i put into words
that my feelings for sure
you're the one im here for


i, i'll come running to do
not that i wouldn't do
i would never desert you
hurt you
i want you to know

who's gonne be there
standing by your side forever
who's gonna help you
when you can't keep it all together
and who's gonna promise
that they'll never leave you all alone
i will
i will
i will

for you

try
when the night feels too long
when all your hope is gone
i'll show you how to carry on
ohh, cause now,
in your eyes i can see
everything you can be
and if you're lost i will find you
remind you
don't you know

who's gonne be there
standing by your side forever
who's gonna help you
when you can't keep it all together
and who's gonna
promise
that they'll never leave you all alone
i will
i will
i will


for what i believe
i'd risk everything
you know i believe in you
and you're willing to fight
'cause you know deep inside
it's the right thing to do
it's the chance that you take
it's the bond that won't break
love is the one thing
that never ever ends

who's gonne be there
standing by your side forever
who's gonna help you
when you can't keep it all together
and who's gonna promise
that they'll never leave you all alone
i will
i will
i will

for you i will.

I Will - Bianca Ryan.

Thursday, March 22, 2007


So i went for a make over at 4. (:
it's THE FIRST make over i've ever gone to && i oh so love it.
The make up artist gave me tips and basic guides to putting on make up and stuff and that finally, she applied the latest make up on the shelf.
then i came home and started cam whoring.
I'll upload the pictures on my friendster's private photos cuz when i posted it up here, it turned up all greyish and weird. So you gotta go click the *view Sammy's private photos thingayy*

Anyhoo,
Our dance teacher FINALLY says, " I'm getting sick of that song, so we're doing something new next week" ( My Love - Justin Timberlake) and there's only three weeks left of dance classes for the rest of the year unless of course we go to where SHE teaches.

Friday, March 16, 2007

If you can Imagine it,
You can ACHIEVE it.
Dream it,
And you can BECOME it.
- W. A Ward.

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

There's no where i would rather be than with you. <3

Sunday, March 11, 2007

When it's all said and done, what will others say about you?

Did you :
- develop a burning desire that is required of all achievement...
- stand up for the rights of others against the undesirable influence and threats of enemies...
- work faithfully and make the best of your opportunities...
- save your money so that you could pay your way in this world and yet be generous to those in need...
- master money or did you allow money to master you...
- bathe each day in the golden glow of enthusiasm...
- render more and better service that that which you were paid for...
- love your fellow human beings without regard to race, creed, or colour...
- forgive and forget those that may have harmed you...
- accept full responsibility for the successes as well as the failures in your life...
- share yourself with others without expecting reward or payment in return...
- seek and seed of triumph in every adversity...
- abide by the golden rule...
- know the greatest blessing ; Peace.
- know the greatest obstacle ; Ignorance.
- know the greatest challenge ; Understanding.
- know the greatest mistake ; Conformity.
- know the greatest race ; The human race.
- know the greatest strength ; Faith.
- know the greatest weakness ; Pride.
- know the greatest day ; Today.
- know the greatest word ; Thank You.
- know the greatest among us ; Whoever Serves.
- know the greatest message ; Hope.
- know the greatest of these ; LOVE.
- pray...
- do your BEST!...
- remember the Great Commission?

- By Dennis P. Kimbro, Ph.D in his book What Makes The Great GREAT.

Wednesday, March 07, 2007

So here's the deal.

i didn't get in the PLAY and that led to to a hell load of other conclusions like for example:

how i wish now that i didn't audition to begin with.
how i have to see my friends perform on july 16th.
but heck,
we people who didn't get in are gonna have one small party together!
=D

Sunday, March 04, 2007

so AUDITIONS yesterday! (:
After service and cell, i went to the "waiting room" where i was so scared to death about this whole matter.
So, it was finally my turn and i just went in and did it and i realised i screwed up =(
cuz Mee Gee asked to sing that same song again but imagine May Gan has just lost her dad and i got to sing it with hope to her.. HOW ON EARTH DO YOU DO THAT!?
so i guess i just did what i had to do and hold her hand and TRY to comfort her while singing the song which is not even a comforting song to sing. THEN, Mee Gee stopped me half way and i told me to sing it the style that SAMMY would sing and in my mind i was " this IS how i would sing it" and i concerntrated so much on being myself i forgot the words..
and then i realised i've screwed up;

they asked me to leave and said they'll call me.
I walked out of the room and they closed the door and i started crying..
Thanks to Nicole & Marcia for being there for me though (:

So many people cried yesterday.
IT'S THE PRESSURE I TELL YOU!

Friday, March 02, 2007

I Love beaches! but the only thing that is missing or that i was thinking about the whole time is how even sweeter walking this beach would be with your loved one around. Sadly, there isn't a ONE though i was thinking of someone..

Every other morning, my aunt && i would go to the beach and she'd go walking while i keep myself busy writing in my journal.


and i DON'T know why i'm so jobless; cuz this is what i do when i go to different beaches.. draw HEARTS!
© Samantha Claire Yee
Maira Gall