Have you ever experienced the joy of having come so close to a dream after dreaming about it for two years and see it go down the drain in just 15 minutes? i wish i knew what to do in a state like this. All i can think of now is how i spent 2 years dreaming about it and now it's gone, In the likes of others.

I think i think too much. i dream too much, that i know too but it keeps me away from reality which is a big issue so called. I also know that time wishing is time wasted but i feel i smile more when i dream... I want to do something outrageous and exiting. Work towards my goals which is not quite happening. something's holding me back.