GET me HeartBreaker Clothing please ;]

`Tis gots Alex Evans on it oh my...
Actually, he isn't that great looking. I just fancy the clothes. so Get me em !

Or. Avril Lavigne's Clothing Line.
Or. The Veronicas' Clothing Line.
Please and Thank You ;)

MERRY FREAKING CHRISTMAS!!! =D

I have the most wonderful and amazing present I could ever receive.

AND! THANK YOU AUNTY FIONA! FOR THE BLACK NAIL POLISH AND EYELINER!!!

And for the purple top and cargo shorts.

What else ?

This year's been one rollercoaster of a year for me. So many downs...

But its ending well. I can just feeeel it. <3

How shall I celebrate the last 6 days of the year?

You have made it possible to love again .

Stand For The Word
Or Fall For The World.

I'm extremely speechless from the camp. It was so amazing that well, I don't know what to write at all. Hmmm.. here are the few things that I remember actually doing. I lied down in the middle of the road to watch the stars && I only slept for 3 hours the last night.

Well, I hope all of us left the camp with something life impacting. I know I did. The presence of the God was just so powerful.

So anyways, I got there, went to our rooms. Mel and I shared a queen sized bed. On the last night, Kate, Mel and I squeezed. Apparently, Mel fell off the bed and I woke up with the worse back and leg pain ever..

Pastor Sam, well, he's just awesome!! =] The things he has taught us, the things he went through, the things he shared... We all could relate to it in some way. Somehow, I just wanted to hear more from him. Time passed by really quickly when he preached. he's just the awesomest!

Anyways, Christmas is coming up, and I still haven't gotten anything ready for anyone. Which is pretty bad cause I normally have loads of ideas for presents. I've to get started on it soon. My cousins are coming back from Australia on Tuesday =]. Yi lyn's coming back on the 1st of Jan too!. everyone's coming back. yayy! =D

We sat side by side in the morning light and looked out at the future together.

~ Brian Andres

I AM GOING FOR CAMP!
but then again, everyone who reads this already knows that.
I'm almost done packing too.

I'm also going for a dinner and dance tonight (:
I'm gonna look gooooood..

OH YEAH
Clan wars are awesome. I didn't know...

anyways, i have to get packing some more.

I WILL MISS YOU, JON!

We were both young when I first saw you
I closed my eyes and the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony in summer air.

See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
And say hello
Little did I know..

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said, "stay away from Juliet"
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you, please don't go
And I said..

Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes.

So, I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while..

Cause you were Romeo, I was the scarlet letter
And my daddy said, "stay away from Juliet"
But you were my everything to me
I was begging you, please don't go
And I said..

Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting, all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes.

Romeo, save me
They try to tell me how I feel
This love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes.

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you is fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town
And I said..

Romeo, save me
I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you, but you never come
Is this in my head
I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring
And said..

Marry me, Juliet, you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad
Go pick out a white dress
It's a love story
Baby, just say yes.

Love Story - Taylor Swift.

25 days to Christmas.

And as usual, I get writer's block. worst part is, I write about my writer's block.

Every Year.

So its the end of the year again. And I normally sum things up for the world to see.

Here goes..

Jan - I had the best new year's eve anyone could ask for.

Feb - My birthday wasn't all that great but was definitely something I would remember for the rest of my life.

May - I had a knee Injury that I had to go in for surgery to fix. I met someone I'd never thought I'd ever meet in the same hospital a week later, due to a leg injury too.

June - Mel's party, first time I got drunk a little bit.

August - After that I went to Krabi and tried REAL rockclimbing for the first time.

October -well, it was truly life changing happened.

November - Drew a really nice Flower picture.

Dec - Going for camp

So you see, the year 2008 will end well for me.

I just know it ;)

I have managed to study a week replacing my next year's holiday. I have survived it. 3weeks more to go.
What kept me going ?
The fact that Mel has to study too =P
We go to Ikea and study. Its motivational studying I believe.

hmmm.
I'm thinking of an Interesting topic to talk about.
oh yeah!.

Twilight. I have heard from more people, that the Main Actor of the movie, Robert Pattison, is NOT hot. YAY <3 movie sucks too. (:

And now, I'm sitting in front of the computer.
Thinking of you. yes you. Wondering if you're thinking of me too.
are you?

xx.

I have new pictures :D. that I will try and upload if my computer lets me. My dad has gone to Vietnam and has taken his computer. The good one. And now I'm stuck with mine.

Melissa, Selena && I took crazy pictures. or we tried. we deleted a lot.
I will definitely try and get it uploaded.

NOW, I'm going to watch some TV and fall asleep.

I have changed my blogskin (:

YOU LIKE ?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY my dear Waverly (: !

ily. <3

gosh i miss you so much.
come back to visit me soon. or else!
or else gah i can't possibly do anything to you. ilytoo much x]

OH MY GOD.

i can remember all 50 states of America now (:

hahah.
this is awesome.

; i miss you Jon! ;P

HAPPY birthday my darling blog. You are 2 years old now and.... well, no present for you really. but HOORAY :D. you're still alive.
gosh i sound like some crazy mad woman.


oh yes.

HAPPY HALLOWEEN. ;)

1. The last person to tag you is?
Ivan Tan.

2. Your relationship with him?
My awesome friend who texts me everytime i'm going to the airport or when i'm bored in the airport =P. ily!

3. Your 5 impression towards her?
- is stil married to Tim.
- a really really nice guy :P.
- is quite scary when sylar comes out.
- very devoted to God.
- and studies.

4. The most memorable thing that she has ever done for you?
Text me early in the morning when i'm going to the airport or very late at night when i have no one to talk to ;)

5. The most memorable words that she said to you?
"When're you going off to the airport again so we can start texting a lot?"

6. If he becomes your lover, you will
gosh I don't know what i'll do. sorry Ivan.

ily. just not in that way :P.

7. IF she becomes your enemy, you will
never have a guy to talk to about One Tree Hill anymore! =[

lol. nahh. you wouldn't be. Ivan, if you ever become my enemy, I give you all permission to slap me.

8. If he becomes your lover, he has to improve on -
this is such a weird question.

9. If she becomes your enemy, the reason is -

what part of "he wouldn't be" doesn't this survey get.

10. The most desirable thing you've done for him?
Listen to him.

11. Overall impression towards him is...
Unique.

12. What do people feel about you when you're around them?
Hyper&&Slow. crazy. and weird.

13. What is your character like?

Outgoing and awesome.

14. On contrary, whats the one thing you hate about your character?
no hate. i love my character =P.

15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
Angelina Jolie.

16. For the person who cares and likes you, say something to them.
I really miss you.

17. Bras or panties?
what're you saying we should pick only one to wear? what crazy world is this.

18. Chocolate or ice-cream?
Ice Cream.

19. 10 people to tag -
1. Kate.
2. Waverly.
3. Abbie.
4. Yi Lyn!
5. Roxie.
6. Marcia.
7. Shem
8. Shammie.
9. Jack.
10. you.

20. Who is number 2 having a relationship with?
lol. with me <3>

21. Is 3 a male or female?
She's a G I R L. okay ?

22. If no. 7 and 10 got together, would that be a good thing?
funny cause i'm not sure who you are.

23. How about 5 and 8?
good question.

24. What is no. 1 studying about?
LIFE.

25. When was the last time you had a chat with them?
different times.

26. Is no.4 single?
hm ARE you single yi lyn :P?

27. Say something about no.2
she betrayed me a year ago to fly to the US of A. =P and i miss her.

28. What do you think about no. 3 and 6 being together?
what is with this survey.. seriously.

29. Describe no.5

you know there's a Hollywood Undead song titled no.5. xD

okay okay. She made my schooling days so awesome i still remember them now. ily!

30. What will you do if no. 6 and 7 fights?
who cares. x)

woohoo!
I went for my friend Tabitha's Sweet 16th birthday party =D.

they had the whoe indian thing going.
I felt left out being a chinese not that I'm being racist or anything.

Gosh. I had an awesome time!. Indian food. Indian jokes. quite fun if I must say.
I've only known her for like 3 weeks and she's invited me to a party. such a lovely girl she is. I must get the pictures from her soon.

Anyways, October's been really... quiet for me lately. Like, i haven't had anything BIG to put on my blog to let everyone know and stuff.

OH OH! now that i think about it. My Aunt's dating this white dude from England who looks older than my dad. And i think she's getting married. So my cousin says. Not that my aunt has said anything about it yet. Word just sorta got around to me before it went direct ;P.

hmmm. okay then. mind's gone blank again. til then. <3

I've not bitten my nails in the pass three weeks. since the Raya holidays. ITS A BIG DEAL OKAY. ;]

I'm so proud.

Hello October. means,

Selamat Hari Raya. (:

I went out with my church friends again =D.

swear i haven't seen half of them for about 3 or 4 months already.

And, I WILL be going to church tomorrow .

major change after not going for like 4 months after attending everyweek for 3 years.

anyways,

had a fantastic day. ate groovy expensive food at Sushigroove. gah. I owe people money now.

umm, DID I MENTION I'M GOING TO MELBOURNE =D?

no?

DID I MENTION I'M GOING TO TASMANIA?

didn't think so either.

lastly,

DID I TELL YOU I'M GOING TO NEW ZEALAND?

At Last! I'll be out of this country for more than a month and I can't wait! first time in the history of Samantha's life has she ever wanted to fly so badly, more than 5 hours on a plane, to another country and travel around for more than a month. and cannot wait.

I'm going to go wild when I turn 16.

and I consider this the best birthday present given to me ever (:

(not that its a present. just like to think so x] )

My Last post for the month of September in the year 2008 (:

I WANT TO GO TO NEW YORK! =D

city's so alive and wild there.
picture's and documentaries of it don't do me any good.
I've to go there and experience it myself. <3
The States and go visit all my friends there.
I promised Chris an ice cream.


Australia and scout out hot boys and just follow my cousin to clubs that she goes to like all the time.

New Zealand. For the pretty pretty scenery's. And amazing photos that I'll bring back and post on Deviant Art.

And Canada. (:
not sure why but I've always wanted to go there.
least now I'm bringing a shotgun with me to hunt down that *******. =]

"Are you in love with him or the thought of him?" - Haley Scott.
"Maybe a little bit of both. Maybe I was just in love with what I thought it would turn out to be". - Peyton Sawyer.

Months have passed and I think I'm going to be okay. Or I'll just keep telling myself that. I've other things to keep my mind on that really doesn't concern the past at all.
I think i'll be okay.
God has always shown me that there is light at the end of every dark tunnel even though sometimes I don't see it. He also opens a window for me whenever a door is closed. And when I started realizing that, I just let everything be. Everything goes. Cause I know he has a plan.

http://angelheartzyou.deviantart.com/

CLICK it.

I've added some really cool pictures. and This is one of the only ways i can actually promote my site.

Enjoy. (:

don't forget to leave a comment.

Hah. give me something to write people. I've been too busy caring about my DeviantArt, Hollywood undead, Stickam and other stuff than this thing.

I just came back from Penang after having NOT been there in 4 years. FOOD is all i can remember from there besides my cousins. and the freaking cheap dvds that my family and i bought loads off.
Cendol. Char Kuey Teow. other lovely stuff's from penang. its food heaven.

AND OMG! i barely posted a picture on dA and i got a favourite in like, 5 seconds. and a comment. wowzers.

HM. and another comment. yahoo!
sorry. ano i'm just being a complete stupid boaster but i can't help but be excited when people like my work. just ignore me (:

The three of us. Shammie and I use to call, the three musketeers for some reason cause it was always the three of us, have reunited so many times this pass two months ? hahah. we play monopoly xD. watch movies. and tomorrow we're going to go rock climbing :D awesomenessosity.

Anyways, I've funnily come to a point where I've nothing to blog about or the things that i do want to blog about are just plain emo. BUT! I've been exercising a lot and I've been going to the library a lot to study ;p.
I find that its kinda more fun to study with quiet and people around you studying too. Also, free air conditioner. =D

Happy birthday to my Uncle Hun Wah, Aunty Vivee and Aunty Fiona (:

oh yes ! I HAVE A PLAYSTATION 3 !!! and omg i didn't even have to ask for it cause my dad wanted to get it himself. so actually its his but he's just getting it cause of the blue ray DVD player. I'M going to addicted to the games on it . hooplah!

Avril Lavigne's CONCERT!!!! :D holy crap. i actually went for it!. It was so fucking awesome! sorry for my language but like Kate said once, there's no other way to describe it!. i don't care that i was in the rain or waited 3 hours. or ANYTHING!. it was SO amazing. too amazing. iloveher!

The olympics is almost over =(

i hate when i wait 4 years for something to be over so soon.

i'm going to be 16 in 6 months baby!! :D

And if there was one day i could change, it would be that one day i met you.

This is like what. the first tag I'm doing in this year r something ? i think. saved my blog from dying. :D



1. Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself.
2. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
3. At the end, you need to choose 5 people to be tagged and list their names.
4. No tags back!! Srsly.

++++

1. I Bite My NAILS. (: yes. and after knowing Kate for like 4 years, her cure for humanity doesn't work. I mean nail biting .

2. my life REVOLVES around BOYS. I don't care how terribly disturbing that sounds but its so true. I think about them all the time. I barely speak to girls online. excluding my best friends. I mix with them easier. even in school 8 years ago I hang out with them more.

3. I have this serious thing for Angelina Jolie. she's my idol (:

4. I still think Tyler Wade's awesomely hawt even though he's like bi and such. (he's a secret.)

5. I can be act really spastic and retarded at times. and I'm good at it. (:


6. I want to marry a white guy. i WILL marry a Caucasian guy. a hot one.

7. I HATE anime.

8. I could get lost in beautiful scenery. figuratively speaking.

9. I am learning Dutch (: ik hou van je!

10. I've always wanted to be a model.


11. My left leg has been through an operation and its ligament's has been torn twice.

12. I LOVE my long hair.

13. I am going to Australia next year.

14. I want to go to Canada!

15. I FREAKING LOVE HOLLYWOOD UNDEAD <3.>

I could say many things down here which some may or may not understand but i'm just going to say it anyways. It might get kinda out of topic and all over the place. But bare with me.

So the reason for my not writing lately was mainly because someone special in my life decided to show up again for some stupid reason. But uh, anyways, And within that one week I spent almost all my free hours trying to get answers to the one million questions I wanted to ask. See here's the thing. I wanted time to just move on and forget about the past. I almost always skip asking those questions because for some whatever stupid reason, I figure we have better things to do. Then time stopped. And as much as I HATED what he put me through, I don't blame him for everything . I don't know anymore.

i just reread everything i wrote, and i realized that i don't think anyone can understand it now x)

Oympics! :D

THE DAY IS HERE. AND I'VE BEEN WAITING AGES FOR IT!
yes i know i'm two days late but i was busy on the actual day and well, totally neglected my blog.

I've been neglecting everything lately. I use to be the one to always update blogs. Read other blogs. Put new pictures up on facebook. BLOG. Put new pictures on Deviantart!. which I come to doing in a few days. I will update EVERYTHING. like, I'm doing now.

xx;u is my new tagline.
meaning kisses to you.

Maybe i don't feel anything anymore. Because i have been through too much to feel anything. Or maybe its the fact that i'm just someone who doesn't want to admit the truth of all of it. I wouldn't know .



I've been watching Gossip Girl wayy too much . and boy do i have too much to relate with it in my life. Its now, the 30th of the seventh month, and its Yi Lyn's birthday tomorrow! but other than that special event, nothing else seems to be all that new. Its like, i wake up everyday feeling the same thing .

gah. okay. i'm done writing (:

SO!

The reunion was held at MJ's place on Sunday. pretty interesting day we had actually. Held mostly because Yan Yin's back from Aussie for a bit. Gosh! after 8 years. and we're still EXACTLY the same. we've pretty much matured since. but the way we speak and the things we do are still quite the same. pictures coming up soon.

hmmm.

started like this actually. Josh and I went to the LRT and we went all the way to KLCC. then we walked around til i figured it was time to go meet them people. Then someone called for pizza. some went to go buy food from KLCC. and i just kinda got caught up with talking.

Went swimming and played ball for a bit. went into this tiny sauna that fits two people. stuffed 5 people inside there and nearly died of heat.

TOOK A TON OF PHOTOS.

and went for dinner after. yeah. all these happened from 2pm til 9.30pm.

after all the hugs and such, Josh and i went back to the LRT and made our way home.

Fun day actually (:

Was super nice seeing you guys again.

Dear neglected blog,

I've been reading a whole lot of romance novels as i've fallen in love with them. yeah no. i'm not kidding. oh yeah! and i have been eating healthy and exercising. and i'm a size 2!. yay. a size two! lets hope it stays this way. i went to The Gardens with Natallie and Yan Yin and we went to try on all the clothes there!. from lingerie. to prom dresses. to summer dresses. and i fell in love with this dress in WH which costs RM456. i look good in it. i want it! its a cute small little black dress. pictures are coming up soon when i get them from my friend.

I went back to my old school yesterday ! (: after 6 years. yes 6. cause i visited them 6 years ago. And there are only 4 people there left who were in my class in year 1 & 2. Abel, Abiel, Teck Mun & Emily. Gosh! their school is so nice now!. they have like squash courts. and a badminton court. basketball court. and everything ;p. Abiel's still as nice as ever. but anyways :p
So Yan Yin went to Natallie's house yesterday then we decided to go visit our old school together with this dude Nicholas Heng. and i remember him! x). GO RED TEAM!. yay. Anyways, I saw Kieran there ;p!. and Henry wee. whom pretended like he didn't know me.
Then all the other people i recognize from other classes. (:

Then Nat, Roxie, Tania and I went to IOI mall to watch a movie . MADE OF HONOR. totally sweet movie if you consider it unpredictable. cause there was parts where you just knew what was going to happen next. Then we went shopping for something the three of us could get together. and we couldn't find anything. til well, we went to Reject Shop and saw this nice red T-shirt that said 'Play The Music Loud!' totally lovely. and we got it (: at least we got something.

Gosh. a day down memory lane was pretty amazing. with my old best friends. old teachers. new school though but whatever. uber fun (:

Lets do what Debbie Woo made us do in cell one day. i can't remember what its called though x). but it goes like this. I type the first things that pop into my head in like 2 minutes. Here goes.

Dakota. pink. hot. Father Me. Rachel Gibson. Poker. Shaking. Broken. Seventeen. Flowers. purple. Candle. Card. Me. Lights. Jacket. Notebooks. Maple Leaf. Tiles. Tattoos. Combs. Eyeliner. Ipod. Polka dots. "Oh my song is finished." MOUSE!. Alcohol.

hmm. thats weird. anyways, it gives the readers something to read while i am complete brainwashed and uhh. can't think of that word that you get what you don't know what to write. OH YES! WRITER'S BLOCK. hah . least I'm not as bad as i think.

All these judging. hypocrites. its why you don't see me anymore really. i don't agree with most of the things you say. i think you try to hard. i think you don't care. but anyways why should i, right ?

so what if suddenly half of us decide to become invisible and all you have left are those little little puppets you help design to make your own. soooo i shouldn't be so harsh. but who cares.

P.S : I LOVE YOU.

May's almost over and i think i can sum it up.

1. went for an operation on the 6th. hell yeah.
2. I met someone i swear to God i never thought i'd ever meet.
3. I met Abbie in guardian :P. haha. she had a purple bag. i love her.
4. I FREAKING went for HILLSONGS OMIGOD! =D yeah no kidding.

I stood for like 2 1/2 hours without my crutches and i swear i couldn't have done it on a normal day with my leg like this if not for the power of God. he rocks. and you all know it.
I got there meeting like a hell load of people i haven't seen in ages and such. it was so cool!. and i got myself a ticket there. well, mel got it for me while i was waiting outside. Then i got in and i put my crutches down and i stood there for like yeahh! 2 and a half hours. amazing.
Then this girl fainted on mel and i nearly fell down cause she fell on mel and mel was holding me cause other people were pushing me. confused ? anyways, i swear i knew they'd open with 'The Time Has Come'.

I swear it wasn't like a concert that you just go to see cause they have good songs or anything but i actually went there feeling different. like just giving my all to God. its different then going there BECAUSE its hillsongs. i just went there to praise God. life impacting. 50 bucks well spent. Thanks to aunty sue for lending me the cash.

hmmm. so i'm becoming a lot more mobile now and hopefully i'll start walking soon and such. i've actually forgotten how to walk. yeah. really.

so yeah (:
theres this quote from One Tree Hill.

" People Always Leave. " - Peyton Sawyer.

i think its something i finally believe.

Marié Digby rocks.
and i watched her LIVE! omigod. she's so amazing!.
i practically died standing up on one leg for 2 hours but it was HELL worth it i swear.

i removed my stitches on friday :) i've to exercise my leg a lot now. its lost its muscles and i can't straighten it. it hurts.. haha.
i want to walk.

so. to update you =)
i actually went for surgery yesterday.
yeahh i faced my fears and went for it. knee surgery. apparently a part of a cartilage in there broke up and well, i'll get earlier arthritis on that leg.
Weirdly, i was kinda afraid that it will hurt but i really just slept and everything was okay after. the pain only came in after the anesthetics went away. but I'm fine now. staying at the hospital was hell but Kate and Mel came and brought me stuff x) so I'm pretty happy. I'm at home right now resting my leg and i will have to go back and remove the stitches in a week's time.
;) . thanks for the card, Mel babe and for the lollipop, Katie!.

I won't be coming to Nst for the next one and half months or so but hopefully i'll be walking properly and everything by then.

Say goodbye to April.
It has been a month of a whole lot of everything and gosh i can't even begin to tell you.
i will be invisible for the next one and half months :)

Soooo i haven't been to church in say.. two weeks. and this saturday i'm going to be missing the trip that Narrowstreet's going for community service and such. I'll be going on a road trip to Malacca again for my dad's friend's housewarming. I seriously hope my leg heals faster. i'm beginning to walk again btw. still hurting a teensy bit but i'll be okay. i went out with Mel yesterday x). to like Mcds. *sprite, fries, chocolate sundae.*

AND i'm GOING to make it for Marie Digby's concert in KL. going to see how i can get there and get in and all that junk but i'll make sure i'm walking by then cause really, she's fantabulous. ;)

So, one week after I've been in crutches. And now? I'm still in crutches. I'm actually getting use to it. which isn't a very good thing at all. But its all good cause I've been catching up on studies and staying at home a lot. My leg's getting better thank you very much :)

And as you can see, Here's my new blog skin (:
Pretty much what I've wanted for my blog ever since i started blogging and I've finally got it after two years. Its a secret how i got it personalized and customized though. But all credits goes to her for making it.


where are you. i miss you.

M E .
* First Name
:: Samantha .

* Nicknames
:: Sammy ; Sammie ; Sam. -my god i've too many to list down- .

* Name You Wish You Had
:: i actually like my name .

* What Do People Normally Mistake Your Name As
:: people do think its Amanda from time to time .

* Birth Date
:: 21st Feb 1993 .

* Birth Place
:: some Ass hospital x) . *whispers Assunta*

* Time of Birth
:: the weird thing is that i actually know the answer to this question.
some 10am-ish time.

* Single or Taken
:: I can proudly say i am Taken.

* Zodiac Sign
:: Pisces.

Y o u r A p p e a r a n c e .
* How Tall Are You
:: 5 ft 4ish.

* Do You Wish You Were Taller
:: maybe an inch or two taller.

* Short or Long Hair
:: Long. or short maybe. i think its Long.

* Ever Dye Your Hair A Bizarre Color
:: one day ima dye my hair with purple highlights like Abbie x).

* Last Time You Did Something Dramatic With Your Hair
:: the LAST time i did something dramatic to my hair was when i cut it. dramatic enough. nahh. dark red highlights.

* Glasses or Contacts
:: again i can proudly say i have perfect eyesight. the last time i checked at least.

* Do You Wear Make Up
:: yeahh i do. Eyeliner and mascara. (: lip gloss.

* Ever Had Hair Extensions
:: ew.

* Paint Your Nail
:: DEEASSING BABY! hm. black and dark brown now mostly (: boyfriends influence you much.

T h e O p p o s i t e S e x .
* Shy or Outgoing
:: outgoing .

* Looks or Personality
:: this is a stupid question.

* Sexy or Cute
:: sexy && cute. sexy comes first though.

* Older or Younger Than You
:: at least older than me.

* A Turn On
:: a super hot bod. amazing hair. height.

* A Turn Off
:: guys with no sense of humor . omigod Abbie i so agree with you.

C h o i c e s .
* Flowers or Chocolates
:: FLOWERS. only cause I've never received any from a guy before.

* Pepsi or Coke
:: pepsi .

* Rap or Rock
:: rock.

* Relationships or One Night Stands
:: A relationship.

* School or Work
:: in my case, i CAN only choose work.

* Love or Money
:: elovds. always & forever.

* Country or City
:: umm. gosh this is hard to pick.

* Friends or Family.
:: no OR. friends && family.

H a v e Y o u E v e r .
* Lied
:: has anyone not?

* Stole Something
:: his heart!

* Smoked
:: never.

* Hurt Someone Close To You
:: sadly yes.

* Broke Someone s Heart
:: i don't know. you tell me. have i?

* Wish You Were A Prince / Princess
:: not really.

* Shaved Your Head
:: the hell would i do that for.

* Been In Love
:: Is in love.

* Used Chopsticks
:: to eat. for my hair. everything yanno (;

* Sang In The Mirror To Yourself
:: no. mirrors are for looking at. not for singing to.

* Cried Over Someone
:: i'm a girl. what do you expect.

F a v o r i t e s .
* Color
:: FREAKING PURPLE!

* Movie
:: the notebook .

* Word / Phrase

:: "SOMEWHERE BETWEEN ALL OUR LAUGHS,
LONG TALKS,
STUPID LITTLE FIGHTS,
AND ALL OUR JOKES,
I FELL IN LOVE. <3"

* Location
:: lying on the beach looking at the stars with you.

8 R a n d o m F a c t s .

* I Love Dakota.

* I'm currently in crutches.

* i could lose my self listening to awesome music.

* we won't be listening to music when we're together.

* I've been to a Pub even before i turned 15.

* i started drinking alcohol when i was like 6 or 7.

* i miss doing gymnastics.

* i freaking love purple.

i tag .

no one ever does my freaking tags.

Three cases in one week.

I'm back to walking with my crutches again. long story. please don't let me repeat it one more time.
My cousin has been admitted to the hospital cause i think she has melaria or dengue or something.
My other cousin has been admitted to the hospital cause of her Arthritis.

So, my dear friends. please look after yourself. i would hate to hear other cases of being admitted to hospitals and not being able to walk and such. really sucks.

The thing about love

Is i never saw it coming
It kinda crept up and took me by surprise
And now there’s a voice inside my heart that’s got me wondering
Is this true, i want to hear it one more time

Move in a little closer
Take it to a whisper
Just a little louder

Say it again for me
Cuz i love the way it feels when you are telling me that i’m
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It’s like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you’re in love
Say it again

Thing about you is you know just how to get me
You talk about us like there’s no end in sight
The thing about me is that i really want to let you
Open that door and walk into my life

Move in a little closer
Take it to a whisper
Just a little louder

Say it again for me
Cuz i love the way it feels when you are telling me that i’m
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It’s like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you’re in love

And it feels like it’s the first time
That anybody's ever brought the sun without the rain
And never in my whole life
Have I heard words as beautiful as when you say my name

Say it again for me
Cuz i love the way it feels when you are telling me that i’m
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It’s like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you’re in love
Say it again

When you tell me you’re in love…
Say it again

Say it again ~ Marie Digby.

Instructions: Remove ONE question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions . then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

1. Who is your all-time inspiration? Angelina Jolie.

2. Have you lost your first kiss? i wanna say no?

3. If you were to be stranded on a deserted island, who are the 3 blog buddies you would take with you? Why? mel && kate. thats it.

4. Where is the place that you want to go the most? somewhere alone where i can do whatever i want.

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be? it wouldn't be a dream now would it.

6. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain? i believe in seeing rain after a rainbow.

7. What are you afraid to lose the most now? my mind.

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do? keep it.

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her? this is a stupid question.

10. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you? Abbie's nice. she tags me x) plus, she loves purple. PURPLE MANIACS!

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half? requirements?

12. Which type of person do you hate the most? the type of person that i hate the most.

13. What is your ambition? make-up artist.

14. If you have faults, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet? they keep quiet.

15. Are you a shopaholic or not? nope.

16. Find a word to describe the person who tagged you ? PURPLE FREAK!

17. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change? i like myself.

18. What's the last shocking thing you've seen or heard? " but you can't! his pants will split open! "

19. Dream prom date? its definitely a dream. i don't go to school nevermind prom.

20. Is life worth it? hell yeah!

i tag...

Kate

Marcia

Nikkil

Connie

This place is like flooded with elephants here. Thailand that is. well i don't mean it literally but they seem to really love em. all their souvenirs here have got something to do with elephants and such. anyways, everything's okay here. =]

The food as usual is spactacular but thats cause i just really really like it. and i've had like only one thing on my mind for the pass two and half days?

anyways, other than that; Happy Easter (:

He loves her ; She loves him.

He likes crunchy stuff ; She dislikes crunchy stuff.

They both had a fixation over the sky.

They both hate peanut butter.

Together, two hearts beat as one.

"SOMEWHERE BETWEEN ALL OUR LAUGHS,

LONG TALKS,

STUPID LITTLE FIGHTS,

AND ALL OUR JOKES,

I FELL IN LOVE. <3"

SO khai's party's like tomorrow. and like, omigosh i'm like so invited! and like i'm so going =P. pfft. i'll quit the bimbo talk. but yeah. as you can see, khai's holding a party tomorrow at his place for his sweet 16th and zomg how time flies. i've known him since he was 12.

ah updates updates. rockclimbing today. party tomorrow. sleep the day after. studying like mad. try not to fall asleep. tea party thing this saturday. might be skipping resonate. not sure. haven't thought about it. but definitely going for the tea party. so if thats the case. does it mean i'm skipping resonate?

i love frozen grapes. their the best (:

So... first day of march.

Oh did i mention there was an eclipse on my birthday ? =D twas quite awesome although i didn't see it. AND oh did i mention Jeniffer Lopez's kids were born on my birthday too. super huh!. (:

21st of February rocks.

Anywho, stupid elections are up again and we've got those crap paper hanging like all over the place now telling people to support blahblahblah. such a waste of paper. i'm so glad i'm still underage and don't need to vote. and by the time i'm at age to vote, i hope i'm out of the country. doesn't mean i don't love my country. i do. very much. infact i think in a lot of ways e.g weather, we're doing pretty well. but heck i can't stand the fact that Barisan National has gone all out and OMIGOD they've got advertisements on the freaking internet. my mum was like how come they've got barisan national here. i was like hmmOMIGODYOU'RERIGHT!.

i'm just rambing. its what i do. so save the trees and stop hanging those crap paper will you, people?

did you know i can last quite a while without food ? (:

So ice skating was interesting. =P

Kate fell like 4 times. Mel and i... we were freaking pissed at the amount of people at the rink. NEVER go ice skating on a sunday i swear it'll kill you.

We kept losing each other cause we couldn't keep up with one another and the rink was seriously way too crowded for my liking. Oh! and apparently i nearly skated over someone's finger. hmm. and don't get me started on what some people chose to wear for ice skating.

guess my Birthday turned out fine afterall =).

And in just a few hours, i'll be turning 15 (:

~ Happy Birthday Tze. ~

Happy Valentine's day!

I went for a 'party' at my dad's friend's place. food. drinks. cake. all those stuff. huge house too! loved the wooden swing...

Think tonight's the night i consumed the most amount of alcohol in my life. french white wine. like the real stuff imported from France. it tasted good (;

and my dad brought champagne so they opened that too. no i'm not drunk now. i can type perfectly well and walk and talk normally still. i think i'm fine =D. but i definitely think i broke the record of alcohol consumption in my life tonight.

I met this girl too, Tesh is her name. cute girl. 13 years young with an interesting life. goes to a international school in China. mixed Indian Chinese. she can speak cantonese and mandarin a whole lot better than i can. kudos to her!

Then there was this dude. i'll call him dude cause i forgot to ask what his name was. freaking dude thought i was 20. first he said 15 cause i asked him to guess my age. then he changed his mind and was like "no! maybe 20." and i was like " you know what? thats right. i am that old =)" Tesh laughed like a nutcase. oh and there's this new technique of getting a girl's number. you ask your twelve year old brother to get it for you. stupid no? its worse than a pick up line.

surprise me (:

what're you doing for valentine's day?

Blog post number 142. i shall write about valentine's day. get it? 14.2 hah. nevermind.

I'm looking forward to valentine's day. ;) i actually am. can't believe its like 3 days away. yay for my devine valentine.

oh and! i saw one of my best friends from primary school yesterday!. 9 years of friendship and its like we haven't left off. all the childhood memories. i mostly remember us playing with barbie dolls a lot. and when roxie comes back next year, even more memories! and we shall have one of those class reunion things x). i'll post pictures up very soon.

And chinese new year went by so fast i have to wake up and study tomorrow. gr.

I'm watching the grammy's now. its not all that fascinating.

and i so miss him.

Happy Chinese New Year! ;)

nine days till valentine's day. sixteen days till my birthday. and two days to money .. i mean chinese new year (;

January 2008.

probably one of the best months i've had in a while.

I've been smiling more. i've been laughing a lot. my mum and i grew closer and now she knows more about my love lfe more than my friends do (; and she's so cool about it.

I've been watching tv a lot. I've been dreamin a lot.

I need a little bit more sleep but i think i'll live.

I need the holidays because i just do.

I'm going to cut my hair in two weeks time. JUST thinning it so it doesn't look so thick and boring.

My mum thinks its a good experience for me to go to the Switchfoot concert eventhough i don't really like em all that much and she wants me to go so i'm trying to get tickets but i think they're sold out.

The Chinese New Year mood hasn't struck me yet.

But i definitely can't wait for Valentine's day. then my birthday a week after.

And lastly, I Love You more than i could ever be able to tell you (:

thanks for making this month the best yet.

My internet's been down. it sucks. i don't know why its so slow. its out to get me. grr.

hmm. i`m gonna give you the biggest hug in the world and you just have to live with it. ;)

i miss you. <3

whats on my mind now...

HIM. yes you.

i miss you. i really do...

THINGS I WILL TRY TO GET IN THE FUTURE.

this is purple or something.

you know what. i don't think i did a recap of what i've done in the year 2007.

so here's the deal.

I went to Australia in the beginning of the year and spent two weeks there.

Then to Singapore.

Then to Thailand.

Went to a different part of Thailand.

Then to different parts of Australia again.

Back to Singapore again.

After a long time of not playing it, yours truly picked up the habit of playing her only online game she plays and made it from level 28 to lvl 66. and made 500 thousand. which is pretty little in the game.

I went to Australia the second time with a dare of going up to 5 different hot guys and taking a picture with them. i came back with something totally different. ;)
And i dared myself to sit on this ride all by myself. the tall thing right there. you can see the whole of Brisbane at the top. fastest thing i've ever sat on in my life.

Hmmm. First time i've ever lasted more than 24 hours without sleep.36 hours to be specific.

First time i've had a party that went pass 6am in the morning with guys there too.

The year my cousins and their family came back from Australia for 3 weeks.

The year i turned 14.

The year i met such a wonderful person <3

The year i missed Good Charlotte's concert. bought Teddy Geiger's album & the year where everything turned upside down.

The year where two friends of mine migrated out of the country. and mind you, they did NOT bring me along.

The first time i stepped into a pub. i didn't do anything. swear.

Spending the last night of the year with my friends.

And lastly, i got the best christmas present anyone could ever receive. (:

001. Real name: Samantha Claire Yee Zhen Ai.

002. Nickname: sammy.sammie.

003. Married: maybe.

004. Zodiac sign: Pisces.

005. Male or female: stupid question.

007. High school: musical?

008. College: harvard x)

010. Short/long hair: its long.

015. Are you a health freak: i might be =P

016. Height: like. tall.

017 . Do you have a crush on someone: yes. no. maybe.

018. Do you like yourself: i do. =) don't you?

019. Piercings: two.

021. Righty or lefty: Righty.

FIRSTS :

022. First surgery: -

023. First piercing(s): when i was 8.

024. First best friend: roxanne tan.

025. First award: i can't remember.

026. First sport you joined: swimming.

027. First pet: bunnies when i was 3 or 4.

028. First vacation: that'd be when i was 1. going to australia.

029. First concert: i can't remember.

030. First crush: this boy in my kindergarten. he liked me too =P

CURRENTLY :

049. Eating: nothing.

050. Drinking: nothing.

052. I'm about to: type the rest of this sentence out.

YOUR FUTURE :

058. Want kids: yeah.

059. Want to get married: yeah.

060. Careers in mind: i have no idea.

WHICH ONE IS BETTER:

068. Lips or eyes: Eyes. no wait. Lips. OR Eyes. or maybe Lips. i don't know.

069. Hugs or kisses: Kisses.

070. Shorter or taller: Taller.

072. Romantic or spontaneous: Both.

073. Nice stomach or nice arm: abs x)

074. Sensitive or loud: i don't know.

075. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship.

077. Trouble maker or hesitant: i don't know.

HAVE YOU EVER :

078. Kissed a stranger? stupid question.

079. Drank bubbles: Whaaa?

080. Lost glasses/contacts: don't wear em.

081. Ran away from home: nope.

082. Liked someone younger: never =P

083. Liked someone older: State the obvious, much?

084. Broken someone's heart: i hope not.

085. Been arrested: thank goodness no.

086. Turned someone down: yeah.

087. Cried when someone died: No.

088. Liked a friend: Yes.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

089. Yourself: Yes.

090. Miracles : Yes.

091. Love at first sight: it happened x)

092. Heaven: Yes.

093. Santa claus: stupid guy does NOT give you anything.

094. Sex on a first date: i don't know.

096. Angels: I have no idea.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :

097. Is there one person you want to be with right now? Yes. more than anything in the world.

098. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at a time? No.

099. Do you believe in God? Yes.

100. tag 5 people.
Kate.

Yi Lyn.

Connie.

Waverly.

Zara.

Its been exactly 10 days since my last post and what am i going to write?
i don't know.

chenelle was singing outside 1u last night and just now. and i could hear it from the balcony. could have should have would have gone but didn't. sounded pretty good though.

my dreams are getting better and better everynight. ;)

MY 5 impressions of Waverly.

1. is in the land of celebrities.
2. very sweet. ;)
3. misses malaysia eventhough it sucks.
4. her parents are very strict and she listens to every single thing they say.
5. i miss you.

Most memorable things she has everdone to me.

be my lovely friend. =)

If she becomes my lover, you will:
tell jun. he'll be so jealous ;)

If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
because God said so.

Your 5 impressions of Yi Lyn.
1. SUPER flexible.
2. loves dancing. could say its her drug.
3. we get high together x)
4. stupid girl who left to australia without me.
5. loves pink like i love purple.

Most memorable things she has give/done to you:
words can't explain it :)

If she becomes my lover, you will:
see if people believe it.

If she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
because God said so.

oh god. i have to study tomorrow.

i foresee myself just doodling his name on my books...highly possible.

okay you know what. i'm super tired now. i need sleep.

goodnight.

P.S: Before i sleep and after i wake up and all the hours in between ... you occupy my mind. So, practically every moment of the day you are in my thoughts. i miss you.

Welcome the year 2008 with a smile on your face will you! =)