I could say many things down here which some may or may not understand but i'm just going to say it anyways. It might get kinda out of topic and all over the place. But bare with me.

So the reason for my not writing lately was mainly because someone special in my life decided to show up again for some stupid reason. But uh, anyways, And within that one week I spent almost all my free hours trying to get answers to the one million questions I wanted to ask. See here's the thing. I wanted time to just move on and forget about the past. I almost always skip asking those questions because for some whatever stupid reason, I figure we have better things to do. Then time stopped. And as much as I HATED what he put me through, I don't blame him for everything . I don't know anymore.

i just reread everything i wrote, and i realized that i don't think anyone can understand it now x)