Today is the last day of the year.

I don't know whether to feel excited or to feel extremely sad its over. People say never look back at the past but concentrate on the future. I'm stuck in the middle because my 2009 has been the best year of my entire life. A lot of my dreams came true this year..

I got to mark out a lot on my wish list this year. Funny thing was, it all happened this year. The Goods. The BADS. The bads i'm not going to say. The goods... well, I crossed out being in a musical, going to australia, kissing under the rain. The one thing i haven't accomplished is writing a song before the end of the year. Mom would give me a hundred ringgit if I did though. I didn't have the time or the inspiration.

What I did have was the inspiration to pick up my violin again and start playing it for hours... Its not really something I thought I'd ever see myself doing at all. Not in a long long time anyways. Oh, I also called a violin teacher today. She teaches at this music school in Aman Suria. I'm really excited!

I'm also going to get straight A's for my IGCSE's and pass my driving exam the first time. I'm going to try and do my grade 8 violin exam but that's going to happen mostly after my O levels. I'm going to get into the International College of Hotel Management - YTL in the year of 2011 and do a two +1 year degree course of which I'll have to fly to Adelaide or Melbourne to study. I'll graduate university at the age of 21. Thats my goal. I was disappointed in myself in not finishing highschool this year but thats okayy...

The other thing would be, I wish I could kiss that guy at midnight later. Heh, fat chance he's even thinking of me right now..

OH, AND I CUT MY HAIR JUST NOW TOO. What a way to end the year, Samantha. You finally cut your hair.. It wasn't easy though. I was so worried about how Aunty Sally would cut it. I was freaking out. Its very much straighter now. No more curls and not so much layers.. I look younger. EW.

Anyways, this is me, signing off 2009 and writing a new contract for 2010.

I LOVE YOU ALL & GOODNIGHT. <3

The Season Of The Year saved 467 souls. I'm very proud of all of you SOTIANS. We did this and we did this together. And God was behind us all the way..

THE SHOW IS FREAKING TOMORROW !!! <3

It doesn't feel like Christmas is near. I feel like i've lost the feelings for christmas.

WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME!?!?!

HO HO HO. It`s Dezember!

How exciting! I don't feel like its near Christmas. I really don't. I, as usual, haven't done very much Christmas shopping. Or card making. Or, made any other plans than performing for SIB KL. =]

I think that's a really good Christmas present if you asked me.

Christmas @ the park is soon! homygod. Its soon! shit, are we ready for a promo show?

goddamnit i hope so.

Dear 2010, I don't care what energy vibes the earth gives and takes but I want those straight A's.

I want to be able to say I don't ever have to study my text books ever again like the rest of my seventeen year old friends.

love,

yours truly.

On this day, a year ago, I was a different person. With different views on everything. I didn't know a lot of things. I was still naive. I was living an odd number age. ;p I had a boyfriend. I wasn't so freaked about about my exams. Basically, I lived life differently than I do now.

Right now, I can say that I go to church regularly. I try not to mix around with people who are a complete bad influence into my life. I've learnt to be quieter. I have been single for almost 7 months. I'm in a freaking MUSICAL ;D! I play the violin more often than I have ever played in my life. I plan to take my grade 8. I'll be turning 17 soon. (:

I have a wonderful God. <3

I hardly want this year to end. This has been like, the best year ever. EVER I TELL YOU. <3

I can officially say that at the age of sixteen, I've crossed off 4 or 5 things on my list of things to do before I die. And thats pretty good. Seeing as I don't make easy goals. (:

November seems to have passed by quite fast. There's like 10 days left of it. Then its the countdown to 2010. I can't believe it. But at the same time, I want my exams to come and go like that too. GOD PLEASE LET THAT HAPPEN.

SEASON OF THE YEAR rehearsals are fun now. We're practicing on the actual stage and all. The mamak sessions after are just amazing and completely priceless. I'm going to miss you guys so much it will hurt.

GOD BLESS US ALL.

I have nothing else to say. Jacob Black is so hot. Rob Pattinson shouldn't have ever been picked to play Edward Cullen. <3

I suddenly love playing my violin again. I have finally gotten myself to believe that it is a God given talent and that many people can't play it so I should be thankful and continue playing it. I need to find a way to make myself believe in grade exams still. HELP ME?

I like how my life style is changing more. For the better actually. I don't lose my temper as much as I used to. I do eat a lot more now though. Apparently thats a good thing. I DON'T CARE what you guys think though. As long as I think i'm skinny, i'm skinny. Other than that, your trying to tell me I am doesn't help. Okay... maybe a little.

I like The Big Bang Theory. The series. ALSO, GLEE is the best! oh my god, Finn, your voice is awesome. Music is love <3

What am I rambling about!?

Oh did I tell you my All American Reject experience?

HAH, here goes.

So.. I get to Bukit Jalil at 5.20pm right. I get inside in like 10 minutes while almost everyone got there at 4pm and waited two hours to get through the gate. And then I couldn't find Kate and Inessa so I was alone til Jack and Mel got in. Then I just hung out with their group through out.

I knew I had rehearsals that night so I prayed All American Rejects came out FREAKING EARLY so people like me could watch and then go off after and still make it in time for rehearsals but NO, they have to come out at 10pm and I had to leave at 8.30pm. AFTER watching all the nonsense local bands which are well, SOMEWHAT descent. but still pretty much crap.

So whatever, I got to rehearsals with this extremely pissed off look cause I had to leave the concert. And like, Its not like they come down all the time right? I totally missed them.

Thats pretty much it. I felt guilty after being so mad. I started crying...

"Do you know what the difference between boys and girls?

- boys only wear pants. but girls wear skirts AND pants. (: "

I'm really really going to miss my musical family. Its only 6 weeks left. Its crazy! We practice crazy hard thinking its something thats super far away and all. But really, its just 6 weeks. And all for what? an hour? Then after that, we'll go back to our normal lives. And mine's going to be just... study. study. study. dance class. study. study. study. youth service. study. study. study. violin class?

Yeah, shocking. Bet everyone's thinking the world has turned upside down. But yes, I'm thinking of taking up violin classes again. Because God gave me a gift. And with my hard work put it, It became a talent. And I shouldn't give it up. I want to get my Grade 8 violin. But I really really hate exams. Like more than God hates the devil. I'm not even sure if God hates the devil though. hmmm.

ANYWAYS, wish me luck for my O levels at least? I'm aiming for straight A's baby. And I WILL get them. If I work really hard.. keep a positive mindset.

Oh dear... help.

Cloudy With A Chance Of Meatballs is the greatest Kids show EVER!!!

I'm telling you. Its awesome. GO WATCH IT. Its better than G-Force ;p.

I'm cheerful (:

My mommy says "Find a guy that loves you more than you love him (: "

EVERYONE COME WATCH SIBKL'S CHRISTMAS MUSICAL OKAY. WE DON'T GO THROUGH ALL THIS CRAZY EFFORT FOR NOTHING!

hahahahha, I need another holiday. I used to take my holidays for granted. BUT that was back then... when studies were so easy it wasn't funny. AND now I'm stressing mad. I get headaches and stuff.

End this year I'm gonna go to the studio in DU and record some stuff. AND compose songs. Fix my guitar. :) I know I can do this. If Qistina can, I CAN!

And GIGS, are still going to be done during January :) with the help of my cousin helping us with the places. And AARON'S coming toooooo!

teehee, more soon .

xoxo.

Y'know something? I'm getting very used to a busy lifestyle. I never used to be so busy since I was 11. When I had extra activities. Classes everywhere. Now the rehearsals are making my days busy.

I'm really really inspired by YWAM. I feel like God's calling me to go for this. I've always been passionate about helping others in the most funniest ways possible.

HELP ME.

Lately I've been facing this problem of Not being able to tolerate a lot of things. Everything bothers me now. I don't know if its just my personality. Or just how the world is becoming irritating. I know the world doesn't owe me a living and that's why I'm trying my best to keep it cool whenever I can. Instead of feeling like I just want to yell at everything. Or I keep it all in.. and get depressed somewhat.

After suppressing all the pressure that I'm going through, I start crying . lol.

Yeah, its either the fact that I really miss someone. Or I can't take the pressure. Or I want to change something I can't change. I just can't stand it y'know?

Okay, So musical rehearsals are starting to bug me a little. I hate how people somehow just don't turn up for their own really good reason and all. It sucks. We can't practice without you. And on the 15th of OCT, its my grandmother's 80th. And guess what? I'll be going for practice! SO WHY DON'T YOU GUYS JUST TURN UP ALL THE TIME WHEN YOU'RE NEEDED. It helps all us all. Gosh.

I've had a pretty tough week. You have NO idea. I've been studying good. (; I have a ton of essays to write but as usual, I'm not writing any. I will be taking English as a first language so watch me die as I try.

So someone I knew passed away last week in a car accident. Life's really too short. He was only 20. My condolences to his family..

I really don't know what to say. I almost always have something to blog about but then when I get to this white blank page I go, "whats the point of writing that?"

OH MY GOD KRIS ALLEN'S SONG IS ON THE RADIO. I love you, Kris. <3

Also, I'll be doing Pole Dancing. (;

Today's my Aunt's birthday. Yesterday was my Uncle's. Tomorrow's his wife's birthday, who's also my aunt I suppose (;

ahaha, interesting innit ?Anyways, yesterday I got to see some lovely fireworks and water performances. IT was adorableLOVELY! I've also seen some pretty damn hot guys here. Blonde with blue eyes. OHMYSMHEXY!

I've also been going out getting free everythings here. Cause transport is free. Drinks are free in... ehehe. That I can't say .

The food here is AWESOME. OH my god. duck rice and charsiew rice. YUMMY ;p.

I'm not getting any skinnier am i?

250th post ;D!

yeah, took me almost three years to get to this 250th post buuttt i'm finally here and using the 250th post to talk ABOUT the 250th post (;

are you bored yet? no?.

Okay, so i went to genting's yesterday and sang for two straight hours at some whacked Karaoke lounge and ate dinner. Food's pretty terrible but who says i'm complaining ; heh. We played mahjong in the hotel room after that. THAT was really fun. Genting's was hellfreaking cold the whole time we were there cause it bloody rained and it was all fogged up and frozed us all to pieces.

NEXT!

I went to church today.

I'm leaving to Macau on the 2nd of September til the 8th.

I feel like going to the curve to watch the fireworks for Merdeka. =]

thats. it. hah!

You who I cradled in my arms
You asking as little as you can
Little snip of a little man
I know I'd give my life for you

You didn't ask me to be born
You why should you learn of war or pain?
To make sure you're not hurt again
I swear I'd give my life for you

I've tasted love beyond all fear
And you should know it's love
that brought you here
And in one perfect night
when the stars burned like new,
I knew what I must do .

I'll give you a million things I'll never own
I'll give you a world to conquer when you're grown
You will be who you want to be
You, can choose whatever heaven grants
As long as you can have your chance
I swear I'll give my life for you

Sometimes I wake up
reaching for him
I feel his shadow brush my head
But there's just moonlight on my bed.

I'd Give My All For You - Leah Solonga (Miss Saigon)

part of the song anyways.

I liked this movie ;p. It was hilarious! And, I don't actually like kiddy shows anymore which means it was GOOD. Go watch (;

So, I went to 1u and met Nikkil there. We got the tickets and went downstairs for ice cream and pretzels. Spoke about colleges actually. LOADS to catch up on since i haven't seen him since My birthday and we're talking about freaking universities. Chya, WHY didn't we talk about ourselves?

Heh, anyways, after that i had to go get tickets for UP the movie. Taking my cousin out for a movie! (;

I'm talking to Mr. Latvis right now. and i'm mad he's not telling me anything :( boo, you.

Its August already. And i need things to talk about.
I'm starting to miss him.. Or well, I'm not really sure whats going on. Um, I wanted to go for world stage really really badly. And everyone thought it was awesome! except, Josh. Yeah, he didn't enjoy it.

Rehearsals are getting pretty tiring. Or more like, I'm not getting enough sleep. But, I'm still enjoying rehearsals (; I'm still psyched about it! Its going to be over on the 27th of Dec. And can you believe it, a week till school REFREAKINGOPENS again. I feeeel we don't have enough holidays eventhough Malaysia gets one of the most school holidays ever. Its not enough! It never is..

I ABSOLUTELY LOVED THE PROPOSAL! I'd watch it again but I'm not paying for my ticket. heh (; I think thats got the be the best movie of 2009 yet even though I've never really been a fan of Sandra Bullock. I also got to see Ryan Reynolds topless A FEW TIMES!. Do you know how hot that was!? ah help me. I want a guy with a hot body.

i miss my secret admirer. (;

Do you know something really fascinating?

I'm extremely excited about the Christmas Musical ;D!.

I'm not sure why my best friend hasn't contacted me on the phone since a LONG time ago. And oh, my secret admirer just came online.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YI LYN DARLING! <3

Ah i have so many things to say. Where do I start?

I'm fine now. I'm okay. I used to say I wasn't but I'm awesome now ;D!
My feelings are completely different now. I'm going to finish ALL subjects by end this year and revise for the next 5 months after. And time is passing by way too quickly. Its freaking August already. I'm like, where did June and July go!?
Then again, I knew where it went..

So anyways, I just got back from rehearsals for the musical. And I'm a WAITRESS AND A MAID. Yeah, I know. Don't laugh (: I'm glad I got a small role. No lines to remember. Just songs to sing. And rehearsals was REALLY fun! Or I'm excited that I'm going to be on stage and performing. ;p
Even physical warm up was really fun. Oh, and did I mention I'm going to be a WAITRESS AND A MAID? ;p

UGH I hate Akon's voice. Its so irritating I could seriously shoot him. I hate Rihanna's voice too but I won't shoot her. I'd shoot Sean Kingston. Seriously; go suicidal, Sean. I don't care (;
But you know what,
I Freaking LOVE Paramore!
LOVELOVELOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVELOVELOVELOVE PARAMORE!


Hmm. My mommy just came right behind me and wanted to read my blogpost. heh. she didn't get to ;p

I still love you mommy.

AHA I'm in Thailand at the moment! loving every moment of it. And the Foooood. and the um, FRENCH BOY THAT I GET TO SEE EVERYDAY DURING BREAKFAST <3

Anyways...

MY AUDITION WITH TABBY WASN'T BAD AT ALL <3

I really think its because it was just Tabby. And well, Nicole. Whom I had to act with. Hanrick was there for PRESSURE. but seriously... Hanrick? nahh no pressure (;
I didn't get to hear him sing though!!

no fair :(

moving on,
I'm in Thailand at the moment. Sitting in the lobby because its the only place that has free internet. AND feeding the freakng mozzies while I'm typing. I'm going horse riding tomorrow! It was either horse riding and/or rockclimbing. But mehh, I'll choose horseriding over ANYTHING!
I miss my bed.. I miss sleep. I keep doing this. I never get enough sleep before leaving to any country because I start packing at 2am in the morning. Then I sleep in the plane, hotel and everywhere else once I get to the country. :D!

*looks at phone calender*
OHMYGOD ITS PRINCESS KATEH'S BIRTHDAY TOMORROW <3
ily honey.



Most of all,
I miss you, damnit.

But you're a selfish narcissistic psycho freaking boot licking nazi creep and you can't handle me. You can't handle me - Robyn.

I have another 7 months of being 16. And I'm loving every freaking minute of it. I swear, 2009's the best year ever. Apart from the fact that I'm not going to watch Manchester United play, which sucks BIG TIME, I'm fine. =]

Tabby just asked me to audition for her this Saturday. And to be honest, I have NO IDEA what to sing for her. I get that she wants a high ranging voice. Exactly WHAT song is high ranging! my voice will crack. oh noes. If I do get past this audition though, I'll be in SIBKL's chrismas musical. For the experience, it is pretty great. But uh, I'm gonna freak out big time.
I'm doing this for you, Tabby! because I oh so love you. and you're an awesome cell leader <3

I'll be taking Maths and English as a second language end this year.

I need all the encouragement I can get. I have this fear that I'll have a panic attack and blank out when I get the paper. seriously. I want to do well. Everyone does. I keep having these mixed emotions. Its like, first i'm all confident telling myself I'll do really well and people would say, OH you know its not THAT easy right. I mean JEEZ!

OH OH. I have less than 4 months to do all the past year papers I can..

Okay, enough about that. I like singing in karaoke boxes ;p!

Been playing mahjong too.. I AM NOT GOING TO BECOME AN ADDICT.

I am not going to go out so often. I shall stay at home and read books...

hahaha. study. MORE. I will study in Thailand while I'm there.

AND I WILL FOREVER LOVE THE ONE PERSON WHO GIVES ME MANCHESTER UNITED TICKETS. <3

I REALLY REALLY REALLY WANT MANCHESTER UNITED TICKETS!
i will kill for them. kill kill kill. for them.

I was going to wear ManU's jersey there.. and go crazy watching them beat Malaysia 20-0. =]

but uh, God's not giving them to me because I'm not working hard enough for it.
TIM, be my prom date (;

SO its the last day of June..
I really liked June. I think its got to be the best month other than February and stuff. Then again, I've always had a thing for June. So what have I done this month?
go out. go out. go out some more. What will I be doing July?
what I SHOULD be doing is a whole lot of studying.

But my dining table lamps went busted like a week or two ago so I've to study in Ikea or just use the freaking table lamp which really isn't good enough at all. I want more time to study. I want more motivation to study..

Lord, help me...
really.
Or I might just die of a panic attack one day.

I LOVE YOU, MICHAEL JACKSON.

why do we only say it after the person has died...
Anyways, I grew up listening to your music.
The world will always remember you, King of Pop.
For the inspiration you brought to us.. Me at least.
you were awesome in some weird way that made you so unique.
I will miss you.

My Blog will go on hiatus for a bit. Dad's going to be in Vietnam and I'll be using my crappy laptop which is utterly stupid.. So, forgive me.

None the less,

RJ, i don't know the link to your blog anymore. So if you're reading this, PLEASE gimme it. =]

mmm. apparently I've lost so much weight that people are worried about me. I'm not THAT skinny okay..

and YES, I WILL START EATING MORE.

♥

So on the 14th, the best thing ever happened to me..

I'd like to tell you everything.

Then again, 14th's like the best day of the month. for me (:

go figure.

ilystupidboy.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SWEETNESS! <3

you're legal now. psssh! don't rub it in my face alright?

i love you.

more crazy nights like that in the picture too. I haven't hung out with you in forever. Stupid college. Then God knows I won't see you at all anymore once you leave to New Zealand. Don't go crazy just cause you're 18 okay?

xoxo.

080609.
I think that day has to be one of the BEST nights of my life.

I was nervous beyond my mind. But too excited to feel it.
Treasuring every second I was with you..
It was perfect.
And I still have this crazy happy feeling inside of me.
I wonder if you feel it too.

I can't stop thinking about it. About you.

I know some point in time you're going to read this too.
don't laugh. I know I'm crazy. But you have no idea how special that night meant to me.
Or maybe you do...

I wouldn't know.

osh has turned 16!!!

Happy Birthday, YOU! =]

chya. You're welcome for the surprise.
It wasn't the lingerie you asked for but you know if I ever bought lingerie it would be for MYSELF.
keep being crazy weird mkay?

Y'know what!?

My friend sent me this link 

Its a site that lets you talk to strangers. And today, i spoke to someone who told me his problems with his girlfriend. I felt like Dr.Phil or something x)

but seirously, they are strangers x). and NO I totally don't get my guys from there. oh my god.

and NO, I totally don't give out any info other than weird random talking.

Its pretty fun though. 

OH OH!. I've been playing the guitar. <3

Are people actually reading my blog?

the chatbox feels neglected and of course, I don't feel a lot of need to write if no one reads..

HOLLA alright?

Im currently in Ikea typing this. Listening to my parents and this Insurance agent guy, James, tell us the policies of my insurance and yadayadaya... LOL.

I have broken the habit of waking up at 8am in the morning everyday now. =]

AND I AM LEARNING HOW TO PLAY THE GUITAR ;D!!! ahh. its so awesome. Im teaching myself how to. Soon, my fingers are going to be harder and the nerves are going to die. but oh the joy of playing music..

Adam is the awesomest. =]

he'll never read this. thats why I decided to put it up here xD

I'M TOTALLY ADDICTED TO THIS SONG SEVENTEEN CANDLES BY THE PINK SPIDERS.

And Permanent by David Cook. <33

I got a call from someone today.. Kinda interesting call too. Felt easier talking to this person than usual. Times have changed. BUT, gosh have I missed actually speaking to him. Sounds weird I know but I've always enjoyed talking to him eventhough he's so predictable and all.

And he's supposed to call again but I'm sleepy right now and I'm not sure if I would be able to wait up for him but uhh, I'll try.

10 hours later....

*wakes up*

OHKAY. so he didn't call. and I fell asleep. Maybe he DID call but I missed the call. lol.

GAH whatever.

I'm going to write lyrics for a song. Now that I have plenty Inspiration going on ! =P

But lately, my lyrics are all emoish. Qistina tells me not to throw them away but I'm pretty determined to get lyrics to a song soon.

I'm not going to cry about it. I won't. It doesn't bother me.

=]

I'm going to smile and laugh. and Get my life moving again..

You know something?

I'm single. I'm going to be happy. I'm living the life!

I have learnt a lot of things from this relationship and it has helped me grow in so many different ways. There aren't any regrets. NO regrets!

I'm a changed person. Sorta. lol.

ahhhhhhhh. MORE time to study now ;D

wish my all the best for my exams eventhough they're far away. I feel like I don't have enough time to study. I can't fail. I won't fail. I WILL get the grades i want. =]

"Don't try. DO!"

Paula Abdul, alluding to the title said, ‘You sang a song about Simon Cowell. Bravo!’

to Heartless sang by Kris Allen.

~ quote of the week (;

I absolutely LOVE Kris Allen. I don't know how anyone can't. Adam Lambert screams so much it hurts. and Danny Gokey's just plain boring. YES he is. lol.

I skipped half of my school work today because I went out with my parents. BUT I did do a little bit of Accounts when I got back but that hardly ever counts for anything. Hm. I also just realized how I haven't used a comb in AGES. Like I can't even remember when the LAST TIME I used the comb. I recall someone threatening to break my comb because I was truly very attached to it last time. lol.

<33

Thank youu.

p.s : I don't care how ridculous it may seem to you about how happy I am about getting 1,000 pageviews.

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY <3

OKAY!. my dad came back from Macau at 1am last this morning. no kidding. We went out to pick him up from Sentral station. That also means I now have a better computer to use and I can blog again! =D

So lately, I've been just hanging around, going to the gym, watching Gilmore Girls and yes, study. 

I went to church today. I'm starting to get the hang of going back to church even if its for cell. I WILL be going for service next week. 

So Mother's day is tomorrow (;

Doing anything special for your mom? This year's Mother's Day is quite normal. As in, I didn't really do very much for my mom. lol call me bad but she knows I love her <3.

lol.

Yesterday, I watched a whole lot of Fred videos on youtube. lol YOU GUYS NEED TO WATCH FRED IF YOU HAVEN'T HEARD OF HIM!

Click the first one if you want to  laugh madness.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=scgM-iln1dY&feature=channel

&&

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9bfq32ojLCM&feature=channel

If you CAN actually stand his voice, he'll hecking brighten up your day (;

He sounds like Foamy, the neurotic squirrel. HAHAH <3 I love Foamy!

I love the sound of kittyboo's voice.

Today's the last day of April.

Its also 6 months from the day Jon and I got together. <3

Happy Anniversary!.

half a year passed by so very fast I can't believe it!

http://angelheartzyou.deviantart.com/

GO THERE AND CHECK IT OUT!.

now now now now now now.

p.s : If you have a deviantart account, do comment please =].

I feeel like going batting. Or Rockclimbing!

or like, just walk around aimlessly no where.

I think my blog's been neglected. by EVERYONE. i must get a counter. to see how many people bother to see my blog. Is it really that boring that no one writes on it anymore? or is it that other people's blog is more interesting. I need new ways to make it interesting.

Oh. like a daily rant of my everyday life. Or little snippet quotes that I figure out during the day and forget the moment I start writing a post on my blog. Isn't it ironic.

I bought a chord book of all the latest songs from Thailand. So I finally am satisfied with how I sing and play Love Song by Sara Bareilles. I also realized I can't get the spelling of her last name right all the time. There's always a letter missing or I placed it at the wrong place. Gosh Sara why can't you have an easier last name to remember.

Well, I guess I'll be at home playing with my guitar hero today.

OH YEAH!. I got more Rachel Gibson books <33.

1,2 - 1 2 3 4

Give me more loving then I've ever had.
Make it all better when I'm feelin sad.
Tell me that I'm special even when I know I'm not.
Make me feel good when I hurt so bad.
Barely gettin mad,
Im so glad I found you.
I love being around you.

You make it easy,
As easy as 1 2, 1 2 3 4.
Theres only one thing two do three words four you.
 I Love You.

Theres only one way two say those three words
And that's what i'll do.
 I Love You.

Give me more lovin from the very start.
Piece me back together when I fall apart.
Tell me things you never even tell your closest friends.
Make me feel good when I hurt so bad.
Best that I've had.
Im so glad that I found you.
I love being around you.

You make it easy as easy as 1 2,1 2 3 4.
Theres only one thing two do three words four you.
 I Love You.

Theres only one way two say those three words
And that's what i'll do.
 I Love You.

You make it easy, its easy as 1 2 3 4
Theres only one thing two do three words four you,

 I Love You.

Theres only one way two say those three words
Thats what ill do i love you

 I Love You.

One two three four i love you.

I Love You. <3

1,2,3,4 - Plain White T's.

I wrote a pretty good story for my assignment. Not the best but I'm pretty proud of the fact that I managed to finish a story. =] Anywho, I've been really tired lately its crazy. I guess its good discipline but yeah, definitely need naps. 

OH YEAH! and my mom definitely liked my story (; which is a plus cause i didn't think ANY of my parents would like it.

hmmm. I wanna watch Confessions of a Shopaholic! & He's Just Not That Into You. <33

I haven't been to the movies in ages.. Its a crime. I've been way too busy. And recently I got a really good present from my Dad that I've been playing almost everyday now. I love it too much.

also,

JON, COME ONLINE SOON. i miss you... =(

So, I've decided to try much harder at studying more. WAY more. Especially English which feels like a freaking drag to me cause I hate writing essays. I have been studying a lot more than I normally do. Which isn't really up above average. But little steps I guess.

lastly,

I MISS YOU, BOO!

come online soon..

I just found out that that i'm going to Thailand on the 22nd of April. See, I knew my parents booked this long time ago. I just didn't know the time came so soon. We're going for 3 nights since we haven't been there since 2007. SHOPPING AGAIN <3

From now on,

MY PLAN IS TO STUDY REALLY HARD. CHALLENGE MYSELF TO FINISH MY PHYSICS BOOK BY THE END OF THIS YEAR AND MASTER WRITING ESSAYS.

I should be updating this more. But nothing very much has happened between the time I've come back from my holiday and now. Except my 5th month Anniversary. <3 Happy Anniversary Love!

This year would be the first year I've gone without fooling anyone on April Fool's Day. Yes, as stupid as that sounds, I've decided to change this year =P. Be a better person!. Be nicer. Although I feel myself getting way more crazier.

Melissa and I haven't met up yet! I was so friend deprived, I asked Josh if i could go over to his place. And I was just as happy doing nothing.

So! ITS apparently easter soon. And, again, I'm feeling... Nothing. I used to be OH WOW ITS EASTER. EGGS&BUNNIES. [I never got the bunnie part. but whatever.] I mean, what does easter have to do with bunnies. AT ALL? and where did the eggs come about. LIKE bunnies lay eggs. -.-

Happy Easter anywho.

I'm finally back ;D!!!

Has anyone missed me? or Have I been the one missing out on a lot. Seems like i have actually. Everyone's telling me different stories. Like how Coldplay came down to Malaysia to perform. I missed Jason Mraz' concert!BUT then again, nothing beats 5 weeks of holidaying in two beautiful countries.

The flight was alright i guess. Had a bit of turbulence on the plane which made me feel kinda good cause well, that always makes me feel like the plane is ACTUALLY MOVING. I hate plane flights. =(
We were delayed an hour. And it took us 12 hours to get from my aunt's house to my house.

The south part of New Zealand's actually pretty awesome! I went horse riding for 2 hours. Travelled from town to town. Tiring but once you see the sceneries, you're so blown away by it you forget you're even tired.

Anyways, right now i'm really really so sleepy. I have to go to bed soon. I've all my stuff thrown onto my day bed which I'll have to sort out tomorrow.

I PAINTED MY TOENAILS PINK&YELLOW.

I'll be leaving for New Zealand on Wednesday already. Time passes by so fast... I don't wanna leave this place! I love it here. I'm going to study here. =]

I met up with Yi Lyn and Yan Yin yesterday !!! which is actually Kim and Roxie for those of you who know them as their English names. ;D oemgee! i missed them so much!
More pictures are on Facebook. I shall go out with Yi lyn again either tomorrow or Tuesday. We definitely had way loads of fun yesterday. I got the stuff Melissa wanted from Box Hill then met up with Roxie. Then eventually we ended up in her house..
Course, after that, Kim and I had to go. We took public transport =D. Taking public transport's so normal here.. Even when you're alone.
I took the train by myself for a few stops after Kim got off at Chatham and I had to go to Camberwell then walked to Sofia's for dinner with my Aunt Annie, uncle Bill & Anita AND my parents. =] yum.

Was so dead tired out after. Not to mention my feet hurt like madness after walking in my boots for like a freaking whole day.

.xxxx.

Oh yeah! ;) Just her and Me. we bought thongs for each other.

I'm in Australia !!! =D

haven't been able to blog as i've been really busy. travelling's really tiring..
Some pictures will be posted on the next blog entry since I'm using my aunt's computer to type this and the pictures are on the laptop.

Things here have been going great =]. I'm living in my Aunty Annie's house. But I went to Aunty Vivee's house just now for quite about the whole day after shopping at Camberwell for 5 hours. Bought a few things. OH. I bought this top from Kookai two days ago in Chadstone. OMG I LOVE IT SO MUCH <3. Thanks to my Uncle and Aunt for giving me a Birthday Gift Card for Chadstone.

This saturday, I'll be going for this Moomba's Waterfest with Tik Lik and my cousins (I think). Probably would call YanTing to come along. I met her in a strawberry farm in Tasmania. Just 5 minutes of talking to each other and we're already friends =P. Found out she's from Melbourne too. Migrated there from Malaysia when she was 13. And I'll probably see her at the waterfest if she agrees to come . =]

Anyways, I'm not missing home just yet. I love it here. I might move here. =P

Awesome top I got from Kookaï ;)

Yes, we had YEE SANG =D!

There are really 16 candles there. lol.

This isn't just everyone that was there. There was more..

Thank you for the cupcakes, Aunty Sue! <3

& for the Cake, Aunty Fiona. <3

Jason being quiet for that period of time. x)

MY GOD MY SWEET 16th PARTY WAS EXTREMELY FANTASTIC! <3

Thanks so much to everyone that turned up and celebrated with me. Especially Joshua and Jason who helped carry down stuff. And SamSito and Kate who also helped carry a bit =P. To Jiande, for fetching my friends back too x)

Seriously, party couldn't have been one without you guys.

It was the best birthday party i've ever had.

Food was cooked by my parents and me. Tasted really good too.
AHHH! everything was fantastic ! =P

I'M FREAKING SIXTEEN! i've been waiting for this day since i was 10 years old. I don't know why. But something about the whole Sweet 16th thing. I'm celebrating it anyhow. Gosh. First 22 minutes and I'm already loving it .

Thank you all for the early early wishes. They really made my days. (some sent wishe three days ago)

LOVE YOU ALL! <3

NOW THE COUNTDOWN TO MY PARTY!!! WOOOHOO .

IM SO EXCITED!!! I'M TURNING 16! AHHHH!!!!

and Chris just told me he's gonna be a father. but whatever. my turning 16 beats his life changing thing.

MY LAST 45 MINUTES OF BEING 15!!!! OMG.

my sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet sixteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeen. <3
so freaking excited.

Anyways, my baby's currently got a cold so i`m worried. If you're reading this, i love you =]. I'm going to miss you terribly when I'm gone. And i can't wait to hear your voice before I leave. Get well soon <3

Happy Valentine's Day <3

I'm not at all bothered by the fact that its commercialized at all ;P. I've got someone to celebrate it with ! I called him yesterday. yay <3

Anyways, I'm going to Nst later for the Valentine's Event . Gonna pick Nikkil up first before going . can't wait to see him!. gonna give him a big huge hug and a thank you for coming with me :P.

I'm wearing a green halter dress . Revealing much . But i'll figure something to wear over.

OH! I PERMED MY HAIR YESTERDAY! For my Birthday actually . I look gooooood.

FEBRUARY'S LIKE A FREAKING AWESOME MONTH!

wanna know why ?

CAUSE ITS THE MONTH OF MY BIRTHDAY!.

AND VALENTINE'S DAY. <3

Anyways,

I miss you boo .

the one person I want most around for my birthday isn't going to be really here.

OH YEAH,

Dear Alex Evans,

Send yourself in a box with a bowtie. Its a birthday present for Kate. And her birthday's on the 21st of JULY. BE FREE THEN. Thanks =P.

(After that, you come to my place cause I ordered you.)

Its 16 days To My Sweet 16th!



I'm looking forward to it. I'm thinking of having a party. I think its something to be celebrate!
So i'll think about it and plan and invite. MY BIRTHDAY is the day of Nst!. yes Saturday!. So maybe I should have it on the 22nd.

Just this afternoon, someone told me Black doesn't suit me. like what crap is that...

Okay!

GET ME HEARTBREAKER COTHING!
LOOK AT THE LOVELY PURPLE TOP. GOD.
I want! <33 so badly...

How can anyone now like the clothes from HeartBreaker.

Dear Alex Evans, Send me the purple top.
Please&&Thank you.

Love,
Samantha.

p.s: I think you're awesome.. so send me at least one shirt now!

Your voice makes me melt...

Happy Anniversary baby! <3

been t h r e e months with you .

and i love you more&more everyday.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! (:

I think that picture of an Ox is rather cute. Anyways, Chinese New Year this year is a real special one. Cause everyone on my mother's side is around. So we're taking a family photo. First time Ever. Aunt bought Fireworks and we played pop pops! But I totally forgot about the no sweeping rule. So our grandfather made is sweep the day before.

Its the first time us 8 grandchildren of my grandparents on my mother's side are together. Youngest being 4 all the way to 23.

So, I wore a Purple top that my Aunt got for me and VickyBeckham Jeans with Boots! (;

Tomorrow, i'll be wearing the same Jeans but with Heels and a purple tank top.

I also missed the Eclipse! God.

Heath Andrew Ledger.
(4 April 1979 – 22 January 2008)

Its been a year since you have passed, and people all around the world still remember you. To me, you'll always be remembered for the work you have done. The excitement and joy you brought to me while playing the role of the Joker in the Dark Knight. I never was a Batman fan ever. But because of your great acting, I watched that show twice. You're dearly respected. You were nominated for that role so many times and you've won almost all of it and you definitely deserve those awards.

This is a Tribute to you.




p.s: OMG 200th POST!.

I WENT TO SEE BRIDE WARS TODAY!!!

AHHH!!!! I FREAKING LOVE THAT SHOW.

Reminded me of the friendship that Melissa and I share (:

Seriously :P.

And I told Mel just now that we are NOT having our weddings on the same day CAPICHE?

Yes, we can't afford to try and kill each other because of the one most special day of our lives!

At least thats what I want us to believe...

ITS just a freaking awesome show!. watch it everyone (:

I heart Anne Hathaway. I think she's so beautiful its unbelievable!

<3

I'm still not sure what I want to do when I grow up. Its kinda depressing. I have options but I just need to think of whether I REALLY want to do that kinda stuff. I've always wanted to be a model. I've also been interested in make up. I'm a people person. SO! I'm back to square one. Don't know what to do...

Currently listening to Single Ladies - Beyonce.

oh boy I'm bored..

How's the first week of studies for me ?

Its way crappier than usual. I haven't been understanding Chemistry lately. And I'm freaking out about my exams. I have a whole freaking year of Math revision to do. Again, still freaking out about my exams. The only person that's keeping me sane is my boyfriend, other than my parents.

My cousin, decided to TELL EVERYONE IN THE HOUSE (my grands') about how I have a boyfriend. And that's not how I imagined my extended family would find out about it.. Got me pretty irritated. Hm what else. ah yes! I've been eating a lot. BUT I've been exercising quite a bit too. I got a high sensation after going to the gym one day. Can't really describe it but I felt glad.

So anyhow, here's the picture of the shoe that I love so much, from Vincci. Costs RM70. But looks amazing!

Guy : I wouldn't trade you for the world .
Girl : YOU are my world..

You're amazingly wonderful.



I'M TURNING SIXTEEN SOON! <3

Happy New Year everyone (:

I made resolutions this year.
Probably not going to keep them.

Here's this :
1. Exercise more. Go to the Gym more.
2. Stop Biting my nails.
3. Eat Healthy.

Thats pretty much all I can say that I know I can try and keep.
My 16th Birthday's coming up soon. Before that there's Valentine's Day.
But all I can say is that, 2009's going to be a really good year. Extraordinarilly good (:
With how I ended my year, I can just tell its going to be awesome. My aunts, uncle and cousins came over to watch the fireworks at my place. It was Lovely. Tres Lovely.
30th of December was a spectacular day too. <3

Lastly,
I miss Jon..