Lately I've been facing this problem of Not being able to tolerate a lot of things. Everything bothers me now. I don't know if its just my personality. Or just how the world is becoming irritating. I know the world doesn't owe me a living and that's why I'm trying my best to keep it cool whenever I can. Instead of feeling like I just want to yell at everything. Or I keep it all in.. and get depressed somewhat.

After suppressing all the pressure that I'm going through, I start crying . lol.

Yeah, its either the fact that I really miss someone. Or I can't take the pressure. Or I want to change something I can't change. I just can't stand it y'know?

Okay, So musical rehearsals are starting to bug me a little. I hate how people somehow just don't turn up for their own really good reason and all. It sucks. We can't practice without you. And on the 15th of OCT, its my grandmother's 80th. And guess what? I'll be going for practice! SO WHY DON'T YOU GUYS JUST TURN UP ALL THE TIME WHEN YOU'RE NEEDED. It helps all us all. Gosh.