HAPPY BIRTHDAY YI LYN DARLING! <3

Ah i have so many things to say. Where do I start?

I'm fine now. I'm okay. I used to say I wasn't but I'm awesome now ;D!
My feelings are completely different now. I'm going to finish ALL subjects by end this year and revise for the next 5 months after. And time is passing by way too quickly. Its freaking August already. I'm like, where did June and July go!?
Then again, I knew where it went..

So anyways, I just got back from rehearsals for the musical. And I'm a WAITRESS AND A MAID. Yeah, I know. Don't laugh (: I'm glad I got a small role. No lines to remember. Just songs to sing. And rehearsals was REALLY fun! Or I'm excited that I'm going to be on stage and performing. ;p
Even physical warm up was really fun. Oh, and did I mention I'm going to be a WAITRESS AND A MAID? ;p

UGH I hate Akon's voice. Its so irritating I could seriously shoot him. I hate Rihanna's voice too but I won't shoot her. I'd shoot Sean Kingston. Seriously; go suicidal, Sean. I don't care (;
But you know what,
I Freaking LOVE Paramore!
LOVELOVELOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVELOVELOVELOVE PARAMORE!


Hmm. My mommy just came right behind me and wanted to read my blogpost. heh. she didn't get to ;p

I still love you mommy.

AHA I'm in Thailand at the moment! loving every moment of it. And the Foooood. and the um, FRENCH BOY THAT I GET TO SEE EVERYDAY DURING BREAKFAST <3

Anyways...

MY AUDITION WITH TABBY WASN'T BAD AT ALL <3

I really think its because it was just Tabby. And well, Nicole. Whom I had to act with. Hanrick was there for PRESSURE. but seriously... Hanrick? nahh no pressure (;
I didn't get to hear him sing though!!

no fair :(

moving on,
I'm in Thailand at the moment. Sitting in the lobby because its the only place that has free internet. AND feeding the freakng mozzies while I'm typing. I'm going horse riding tomorrow! It was either horse riding and/or rockclimbing. But mehh, I'll choose horseriding over ANYTHING!
I miss my bed.. I miss sleep. I keep doing this. I never get enough sleep before leaving to any country because I start packing at 2am in the morning. Then I sleep in the plane, hotel and everywhere else once I get to the country. :D!

*looks at phone calender*
OHMYGOD ITS PRINCESS KATEH'S BIRTHDAY TOMORROW <3
ily honey.



Most of all,
I miss you, damnit.

But you're a selfish narcissistic psycho freaking boot licking nazi creep and you can't handle me. You can't handle me - Robyn.

I have another 7 months of being 16. And I'm loving every freaking minute of it. I swear, 2009's the best year ever. Apart from the fact that I'm not going to watch Manchester United play, which sucks BIG TIME, I'm fine. =]

Tabby just asked me to audition for her this Saturday. And to be honest, I have NO IDEA what to sing for her. I get that she wants a high ranging voice. Exactly WHAT song is high ranging! my voice will crack. oh noes. If I do get past this audition though, I'll be in SIBKL's chrismas musical. For the experience, it is pretty great. But uh, I'm gonna freak out big time.
I'm doing this for you, Tabby! because I oh so love you. and you're an awesome cell leader <3

I'll be taking Maths and English as a second language end this year.

I need all the encouragement I can get. I have this fear that I'll have a panic attack and blank out when I get the paper. seriously. I want to do well. Everyone does. I keep having these mixed emotions. Its like, first i'm all confident telling myself I'll do really well and people would say, OH you know its not THAT easy right. I mean JEEZ!

OH OH. I have less than 4 months to do all the past year papers I can..

Okay, enough about that. I like singing in karaoke boxes ;p!

Been playing mahjong too.. I AM NOT GOING TO BECOME AN ADDICT.

I am not going to go out so often. I shall stay at home and read books...

hahaha. study. MORE. I will study in Thailand while I'm there.

AND I WILL FOREVER LOVE THE ONE PERSON WHO GIVES ME MANCHESTER UNITED TICKETS. <3

I REALLY REALLY REALLY WANT MANCHESTER UNITED TICKETS!
i will kill for them. kill kill kill. for them.

I was going to wear ManU's jersey there.. and go crazy watching them beat Malaysia 20-0. =]

but uh, God's not giving them to me because I'm not working hard enough for it.
TIM, be my prom date (;