May's almost over and i think i can sum it up.

1. went for an operation on the 6th. hell yeah.
2. I met someone i swear to God i never thought i'd ever meet.
3. I met Abbie in guardian :P. haha. she had a purple bag. i love her.
4. I FREAKING went for HILLSONGS OMIGOD! =D yeah no kidding.

I stood for like 2 1/2 hours without my crutches and i swear i couldn't have done it on a normal day with my leg like this if not for the power of God. he rocks. and you all know it.
I got there meeting like a hell load of people i haven't seen in ages and such. it was so cool!. and i got myself a ticket there. well, mel got it for me while i was waiting outside. Then i got in and i put my crutches down and i stood there for like yeahh! 2 and a half hours. amazing.
Then this girl fainted on mel and i nearly fell down cause she fell on mel and mel was holding me cause other people were pushing me. confused ? anyways, i swear i knew they'd open with 'The Time Has Come'.

I swear it wasn't like a concert that you just go to see cause they have good songs or anything but i actually went there feeling different. like just giving my all to God. its different then going there BECAUSE its hillsongs. i just went there to praise God. life impacting. 50 bucks well spent. Thanks to aunty sue for lending me the cash.

hmmm. so i'm becoming a lot more mobile now and hopefully i'll start walking soon and such. i've actually forgotten how to walk. yeah. really.

so yeah (:
theres this quote from One Tree Hill.

" People Always Leave. " - Peyton Sawyer.

i think its something i finally believe.

Marié Digby rocks.
and i watched her LIVE! omigod. she's so amazing!.
i practically died standing up on one leg for 2 hours but it was HELL worth it i swear.

i removed my stitches on friday :) i've to exercise my leg a lot now. its lost its muscles and i can't straighten it. it hurts.. haha.
i want to walk.

so. to update you =)
i actually went for surgery yesterday.
yeahh i faced my fears and went for it. knee surgery. apparently a part of a cartilage in there broke up and well, i'll get earlier arthritis on that leg.
Weirdly, i was kinda afraid that it will hurt but i really just slept and everything was okay after. the pain only came in after the anesthetics went away. but I'm fine now. staying at the hospital was hell but Kate and Mel came and brought me stuff x) so I'm pretty happy. I'm at home right now resting my leg and i will have to go back and remove the stitches in a week's time.
;) . thanks for the card, Mel babe and for the lollipop, Katie!.

I won't be coming to Nst for the next one and half months or so but hopefully i'll be walking properly and everything by then.