January 2008.

probably one of the best months i've had in a while.

I've been smiling more. i've been laughing a lot. my mum and i grew closer and now she knows more about my love lfe more than my friends do (; and she's so cool about it.

I've been watching tv a lot. I've been dreamin a lot.

I need a little bit more sleep but i think i'll live.

I need the holidays because i just do.

I'm going to cut my hair in two weeks time. JUST thinning it so it doesn't look so thick and boring.

My mum thinks its a good experience for me to go to the Switchfoot concert eventhough i don't really like em all that much and she wants me to go so i'm trying to get tickets but i think they're sold out.

The Chinese New Year mood hasn't struck me yet.

But i definitely can't wait for Valentine's day. then my birthday a week after.

And lastly, I Love You more than i could ever be able to tell you (:

thanks for making this month the best yet.

My internet's been down. it sucks. i don't know why its so slow. its out to get me. grr.

hmm. i`m gonna give you the biggest hug in the world and you just have to live with it. ;)

i miss you. <3

whats on my mind now...

HIM. yes you.

i miss you. i really do...

THINGS I WILL TRY TO GET IN THE FUTURE.

this is purple or something.

you know what. i don't think i did a recap of what i've done in the year 2007.

so here's the deal.

I went to Australia in the beginning of the year and spent two weeks there.

Then to Singapore.

Then to Thailand.

Went to a different part of Thailand.

Then to different parts of Australia again.

Back to Singapore again.

After a long time of not playing it, yours truly picked up the habit of playing her only online game she plays and made it from level 28 to lvl 66. and made 500 thousand. which is pretty little in the game.

I went to Australia the second time with a dare of going up to 5 different hot guys and taking a picture with them. i came back with something totally different. ;)
And i dared myself to sit on this ride all by myself. the tall thing right there. you can see the whole of Brisbane at the top. fastest thing i've ever sat on in my life.

Hmmm. First time i've ever lasted more than 24 hours without sleep.36 hours to be specific.

First time i've had a party that went pass 6am in the morning with guys there too.

The year my cousins and their family came back from Australia for 3 weeks.

The year i turned 14.

The year i met such a wonderful person <3

The year i missed Good Charlotte's concert. bought Teddy Geiger's album & the year where everything turned upside down.

The year where two friends of mine migrated out of the country. and mind you, they did NOT bring me along.

The first time i stepped into a pub. i didn't do anything. swear.

Spending the last night of the year with my friends.

And lastly, i got the best christmas present anyone could ever receive. (:

001. Real name: Samantha Claire Yee Zhen Ai.

002. Nickname: sammy.sammie.

003. Married: maybe.

004. Zodiac sign: Pisces.

005. Male or female: stupid question.

007. High school: musical?

008. College: harvard x)

010. Short/long hair: its long.

015. Are you a health freak: i might be =P

016. Height: like. tall.

017 . Do you have a crush on someone: yes. no. maybe.

018. Do you like yourself: i do. =) don't you?

019. Piercings: two.

021. Righty or lefty: Righty.

FIRSTS :

022. First surgery: -

023. First piercing(s): when i was 8.

024. First best friend: roxanne tan.

025. First award: i can't remember.

026. First sport you joined: swimming.

027. First pet: bunnies when i was 3 or 4.

028. First vacation: that'd be when i was 1. going to australia.

029. First concert: i can't remember.

030. First crush: this boy in my kindergarten. he liked me too =P

CURRENTLY :

049. Eating: nothing.

050. Drinking: nothing.

052. I'm about to: type the rest of this sentence out.

YOUR FUTURE :

058. Want kids: yeah.

059. Want to get married: yeah.

060. Careers in mind: i have no idea.

WHICH ONE IS BETTER:

068. Lips or eyes: Eyes. no wait. Lips. OR Eyes. or maybe Lips. i don't know.

069. Hugs or kisses: Kisses.

070. Shorter or taller: Taller.

072. Romantic or spontaneous: Both.

073. Nice stomach or nice arm: abs x)

074. Sensitive or loud: i don't know.

075. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship.

077. Trouble maker or hesitant: i don't know.

HAVE YOU EVER :

078. Kissed a stranger? stupid question.

079. Drank bubbles: Whaaa?

080. Lost glasses/contacts: don't wear em.

081. Ran away from home: nope.

082. Liked someone younger: never =P

083. Liked someone older: State the obvious, much?

084. Broken someone's heart: i hope not.

085. Been arrested: thank goodness no.

086. Turned someone down: yeah.

087. Cried when someone died: No.

088. Liked a friend: Yes.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

089. Yourself: Yes.

090. Miracles : Yes.

091. Love at first sight: it happened x)

092. Heaven: Yes.

093. Santa claus: stupid guy does NOT give you anything.

094. Sex on a first date: i don't know.

096. Angels: I have no idea.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :

097. Is there one person you want to be with right now? Yes. more than anything in the world.

098. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at a time? No.

099. Do you believe in God? Yes.

100. tag 5 people.
Kate.

Yi Lyn.

Connie.

Waverly.

Zara.

Its been exactly 10 days since my last post and what am i going to write?
i don't know.

chenelle was singing outside 1u last night and just now. and i could hear it from the balcony. could have should have would have gone but didn't. sounded pretty good though.

my dreams are getting better and better everynight. ;)

MY 5 impressions of Waverly.

1. is in the land of celebrities.
2. very sweet. ;)
3. misses malaysia eventhough it sucks.
4. her parents are very strict and she listens to every single thing they say.
5. i miss you.

Most memorable things she has everdone to me.

be my lovely friend. =)

If she becomes my lover, you will:
tell jun. he'll be so jealous ;)

If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
because God said so.

Your 5 impressions of Yi Lyn.
1. SUPER flexible.
2. loves dancing. could say its her drug.
3. we get high together x)
4. stupid girl who left to australia without me.
5. loves pink like i love purple.

Most memorable things she has give/done to you:
words can't explain it :)

If she becomes my lover, you will:
see if people believe it.

If she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
because God said so.

oh god. i have to study tomorrow.

i foresee myself just doodling his name on my books...highly possible.

okay you know what. i'm super tired now. i need sleep.

goodnight.

P.S: Before i sleep and after i wake up and all the hours in between ... you occupy my mind. So, practically every moment of the day you are in my thoughts. i miss you.

Welcome the year 2008 with a smile on your face will you! =)