Lately I've been facing this problem of Not being able to tolerate a lot of things. Everything bothers me now. I don't know if its just my personality. Or just how the world is becoming irritating. I know the world doesn't owe me a living and that's why I'm trying my best to keep it cool whenever I can. Instead of feeling like I just want to yell at everything. Or I keep it all in.. and get depressed somewhat.

After suppressing all the pressure that I'm going through, I start crying . lol.

Yeah, its either the fact that I really miss someone. Or I can't take the pressure. Or I want to change something I can't change. I just can't stand it y'know?

Okay, So musical rehearsals are starting to bug me a little. I hate how people somehow just don't turn up for their own really good reason and all. It sucks. We can't practice without you. And on the 15th of OCT, its my grandmother's 80th. And guess what? I'll be going for practice! SO WHY DON'T YOU GUYS JUST TURN UP ALL THE TIME WHEN YOU'RE NEEDED. It helps all us all. Gosh.

I've had a pretty tough week. You have NO idea. I've been studying good. (; I have a ton of essays to write but as usual, I'm not writing any. I will be taking English as a first language so watch me die as I try.

So someone I knew passed away last week in a car accident. Life's really too short. He was only 20. My condolences to his family..

I really don't know what to say. I almost always have something to blog about but then when I get to this white blank page I go, "whats the point of writing that?"

OH MY GOD KRIS ALLEN'S SONG IS ON THE RADIO. I love you, Kris. <3

Also, I'll be doing Pole Dancing. (;

Today's my Aunt's birthday. Yesterday was my Uncle's. Tomorrow's his wife's birthday, who's also my aunt I suppose (;

ahaha, interesting innit ?Anyways, yesterday I got to see some lovely fireworks and water performances. IT was adorableLOVELY! I've also seen some pretty damn hot guys here. Blonde with blue eyes. OHMYSMHEXY!

I've also been going out getting free everythings here. Cause transport is free. Drinks are free in... ehehe. That I can't say .

The food here is AWESOME. OH my god. duck rice and charsiew rice. YUMMY ;p.

I'm not getting any skinnier am i?