This world's changing too fast!. i hate it.
i feel like a fool around you.
and you don't know it. so you don't care.
i'm shaking.

Guess what. i saw my rated malaysia's hottest guy again (: heh. with a girl though. he's hot. she's not. blablabla.

Yeah it's Friday night. Some of us know ;)
I said something though. Something Wild.
I guess that didn't work.
But i was ready for it anyways.


Yeah i was going crazy. (: i was so happy! okay heck i was shaking inside. Then i was all okay and myself again. I think i talked more last week but it just made my day all together. The time difference kills me a whole lot. he makes me giggle though;
it's all amazing. (:

Random stuff. i got a new dress (: my Aunt got it for me. She came down with her family so my cousins are here too. FINALLY. after wad. two years? yeah i love my new dress (: *thanks to her* Random stuff ends.

Okay let's face it. I was dissapointed about the whole thing.

She knows me well. Very well.
Maybe i do like him so. Nahh can't be.
I must be losing my mind.
He doesn't even know it.

I wait up for him.
I say barely enough words to him.
And that's just once a week.
Why am i doing this...
This is bad.

So what if. i'm so close!
It's not impossible. Just crazy.
I wouldn't mind it. Infact, i don't.
It's so different. But i still like it.

I like the thought of it.
It's just the sweetest thing.
But how am i suppose to...
He's so far away.

He'll never read this. Ever.
It's just this feeling i get.
All this isn't true at all.
And you can now forget everything. :)

Have you ever experienced the joy of having come so close to a dream after dreaming about it for two years and see it go down the drain in just 15 minutes? i wish i knew what to do in a state like this. All i can think of now is how i spent 2 years dreaming about it and now it's gone, In the likes of others.

I think i think too much. i dream too much, that i know too but it keeps me away from reality which is a big issue so called. I also know that time wishing is time wasted but i feel i smile more when i dream... I want to do something outrageous and exiting. Work towards my goals which is not quite happening. something's holding me back.

If I wrote a note to God
I would speak what's in my soul
I'd ask for all the hate to be swept away,
For love to overflow.
If I wrote a note to God
I'd pour my heart out on each page
I'd ask for war to end
For peace to mend this world
I'd say

Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love cause love is over due
And it looks like we haven't got a clue
Need some help from you
Grant us the faith to carry on
Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone
Cause it seems like so much is goin wrong
On this road we're on

If I wrote a note to God
I would say what on my mind
I'd ask for wisdom to let compassion rule this world
Until these times.
If I wrote a note to God
I'd say please help us find our way
End all the bitterness, put some tenderness in our hearts
And I'd say

Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love cause love is over due
And it looks like we haven't got a clue
Need some help from you
Grant us the faith to carry on
Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone
Cause it seems like so much is goin wrong
On this road we're on

No,
We can't do this on our own
So

Give us the strength to make it through
Help us find love cause love is over due
And it looks like we haven't got a clue
Need some help from you
Grant us the faith to carry on
Give us hope when it seems all hope is gone
Cause it seems like so much is goin wrong
On this road we're on

If I wrote a note to God

Note To God - JoJo.

OKAY!. i officialy LOVE Orlando Bloom;

I finally watched Pirates Of The Caribbean 3 today with Marcia and oh my goodness it's 3 hours of Orlando bloom. I loved it to bits!. i can just stare at his precious eyes and ahh! And his super hawt british accent. *melt*

What more, his proposal was like the sweetest thing ever! he looked super hawt after he died x) with the black outfit. oooh

Layer One:On The Outside
Name : Samantha Claire Yee.
Birth Date : 21st. Feb. 1993.
Current status : single.
Eye Colour : dark brown.
Hair Colour : black.
Righty or Lefty : Righty.

Layer Two :On The Inside

Your Heritage : Chinese.
Your Fears : GOD.
Your Weakness : cute guys. like Orlando Bloom. i just go whoosh!.
Your Perfect Pizza : pepperoni and cheese. (:

Layer Three :Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow.

Your Thoughts First thing when I wake up : " What time is it?"
Your Bedtime : like. 2am.
Your Most Missed Memory : psst. Can you keep a secret? :)

Layer Four : Your Pick

Pepsi or Coke : Pepsi.
McDonalds or Burger King : Mcdonalds of course.
Single or Group Dates : Group Dates.
Adidas or Nike : i haven't tried any of their products.
Tea or Nestea : Tea.
Chocolate or Vanilla : chocolate.
Cappuccino or Coffee : Cappuccino.

Layer Five : Do You..

Smoke : gosh no.
Curse: gotta say i do.
Take a shower : silly question.
Have a crush : tell me about it.
Think you've been in love: i can't answer that.
Go to school : nope =D
Want to get married : yeah.
Believe in yourself : totally!.

Layer Six : In The Past Month

Drank alcohol : i believe so.
Gone to the mall : yeah.

Been on stage : don't think so.

Eaten sushi : not a fan.
Dyed your hair : not last month.

Layer Seven : Have You Ever..

Played A Stripping Game : i don't plan on doing it.

Changed Who You Were To Fit In : i can't remember.

Layer Eight : Age

You are Hoping To Be Married at : 24.

Layer Nine : In a Guy
Best Eye Colour : Green maybe.
Best Hair Colour : Brown.
Short Hair or Long Hair : Like Orlando Bloom's.

Layer Ten : What Were You Doing ...
1 Min Ago : Starring at Orlando bloom's picture.
1 Hour Ago : Thinking.
4.5 Hours Ago : Eating Dinner.
1 Month Ago : Dreaming of Thailand.
1 Year Ago: Having fun.

Layer Eleven : Finish The Sentence
I Love : GOD!
I Feel : sad?
I Hate : ishhh. He knows.
I Hide : my feelings.
I Need : a new car.

Layer Twelve : Tag five people..

.Lynette.

.Connie.

.Khai.

heh no one really reads my blog to even continue the tag anyways.