Lately I've been facing this problem of Not being able to tolerate a lot of things. Everything bothers me now. I don't know if its just my personality. Or just how the world is becoming irritating. I know the world doesn't owe me a living and that's why I'm trying my best to keep it cool whenever I can. Instead of feeling like I just want to yell at everything. Or I keep it all in.. and get depressed somewhat.

After suppressing all the pressure that I'm going through, I start crying . lol.

Yeah, its either the fact that I really miss someone. Or I can't take the pressure. Or I want to change something I can't change. I just can't stand it y'know?

Okay, So musical rehearsals are starting to bug me a little. I hate how people somehow just don't turn up for their own really good reason and all. It sucks. We can't practice without you. And on the 15th of OCT, its my grandmother's 80th. And guess what? I'll be going for practice! SO WHY DON'T YOU GUYS JUST TURN UP ALL THE TIME WHEN YOU'RE NEEDED. It helps all us all. Gosh.

I've had a pretty tough week. You have NO idea. I've been studying good. (; I have a ton of essays to write but as usual, I'm not writing any. I will be taking English as a first language so watch me die as I try.

So someone I knew passed away last week in a car accident. Life's really too short. He was only 20. My condolences to his family..

I really don't know what to say. I almost always have something to blog about but then when I get to this white blank page I go, "whats the point of writing that?"

OH MY GOD KRIS ALLEN'S SONG IS ON THE RADIO. I love you, Kris. <3

Also, I'll be doing Pole Dancing. (;

Today's my Aunt's birthday. Yesterday was my Uncle's. Tomorrow's his wife's birthday, who's also my aunt I suppose (;

ahaha, interesting innit ?Anyways, yesterday I got to see some lovely fireworks and water performances. IT was adorableLOVELY! I've also seen some pretty damn hot guys here. Blonde with blue eyes. OHMYSMHEXY!

I've also been going out getting free everythings here. Cause transport is free. Drinks are free in... ehehe. That I can't say .

The food here is AWESOME. OH my god. duck rice and charsiew rice. YUMMY ;p.

I'm not getting any skinnier am i?

250th post ;D!

yeah, took me almost three years to get to this 250th post buuttt i'm finally here and using the 250th post to talk ABOUT the 250th post (;

are you bored yet? no?.

Okay, so i went to genting's yesterday and sang for two straight hours at some whacked Karaoke lounge and ate dinner. Food's pretty terrible but who says i'm complaining ; heh. We played mahjong in the hotel room after that. THAT was really fun. Genting's was hellfreaking cold the whole time we were there cause it bloody rained and it was all fogged up and frozed us all to pieces.

NEXT!

I went to church today.

I'm leaving to Macau on the 2nd of September til the 8th.

I feel like going to the curve to watch the fireworks for Merdeka. =]

thats. it. hah!

You who I cradled in my arms
You asking as little as you can
Little snip of a little man
I know I'd give my life for you

You didn't ask me to be born
You why should you learn of war or pain?
To make sure you're not hurt again
I swear I'd give my life for you

I've tasted love beyond all fear
And you should know it's love
that brought you here
And in one perfect night
when the stars burned like new,
I knew what I must do .

I'll give you a million things I'll never own
I'll give you a world to conquer when you're grown
You will be who you want to be
You, can choose whatever heaven grants
As long as you can have your chance
I swear I'll give my life for you

Sometimes I wake up
reaching for him
I feel his shadow brush my head
But there's just moonlight on my bed.

I'd Give My All For You - Leah Solonga (Miss Saigon)

part of the song anyways.

I liked this movie ;p. It was hilarious! And, I don't actually like kiddy shows anymore which means it was GOOD. Go watch (;

So, I went to 1u and met Nikkil there. We got the tickets and went downstairs for ice cream and pretzels. Spoke about colleges actually. LOADS to catch up on since i haven't seen him since My birthday and we're talking about freaking universities. Chya, WHY didn't we talk about ourselves?

Heh, anyways, after that i had to go get tickets for UP the movie. Taking my cousin out for a movie! (;

I'm talking to Mr. Latvis right now. and i'm mad he's not telling me anything :( boo, you.

Its August already. And i need things to talk about.
I'm starting to miss him.. Or well, I'm not really sure whats going on. Um, I wanted to go for world stage really really badly. And everyone thought it was awesome! except, Josh. Yeah, he didn't enjoy it.

Rehearsals are getting pretty tiring. Or more like, I'm not getting enough sleep. But, I'm still enjoying rehearsals (; I'm still psyched about it! Its going to be over on the 27th of Dec. And can you believe it, a week till school REFREAKINGOPENS again. I feeeel we don't have enough holidays eventhough Malaysia gets one of the most school holidays ever. Its not enough! It never is..

I ABSOLUTELY LOVED THE PROPOSAL! I'd watch it again but I'm not paying for my ticket. heh (; I think thats got the be the best movie of 2009 yet even though I've never really been a fan of Sandra Bullock. I also got to see Ryan Reynolds topless A FEW TIMES!. Do you know how hot that was!? ah help me. I want a guy with a hot body.

i miss my secret admirer. (;

Do you know something really fascinating?

I'm extremely excited about the Christmas Musical ;D!.

I'm not sure why my best friend hasn't contacted me on the phone since a LONG time ago. And oh, my secret admirer just came online.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YI LYN DARLING! <3